Tuesday, August 30, 2005

rise, beacause the cost of gas


Gee I got writers block tonight. Their quite few ideals I want to write about it seem resently I got a full agenda.
I told my client when regular unleaded hit three bucks a gallon here. That I’m calling up my employer and asking for a rise. I’ll be serious asking for a fifty cent raise, and then I’ll be making $8.40 an hour.
So every time gas raises I’m calling my employer till I get what I want or get fired. But if it gas goes up to $3.50 a gallon. I feel that I real can’t afford to go to work at that wage.
I just don’t want Callie hang with Loose ends.
Now I better started on my schoolwork, grammar tonight.

Monday, August 29, 2005

Need less in my life


Yesterday I tried to put in to links and only one worked. I was going to try to retry the link to our library, although I got to busy taking care of the family, home work and general stuff. Hopefully tomorrow isn’t as hectic and I'll get a chance to retry the link.
In our computer class we started to do Microsoft word, which I enjoyed more then note pad and word pad.
This morning I watch the news mainly to get info on “Katrina” the hurricane that hit New Orleans. I wonder how high a barrel of oil will be by the end of the week. I heard it close at $70 some dollar. By the end of the week they should no how much damage will be done.
Pretty bad of me to think how much I’ll be paying for a gallon of gas. People should be concern, including me. Look at what damage those people in Louisiana and Mississippi has to face and possible up coming problem.
Glad North Idaho doesn’t have weather like that!

Sunday, August 28, 2005

enjoyed their company


First I would like to brag about my local community, which I live in.
A very large percent of people living here is very friendly we don’t have any fancy university or college around here. Our closes college is North Idaho College located in Courd’Alene roughly a little over an hour drive. We have a wonderfullibrary.

This early afternoon we went up and visit Quenelle and her husband Earl up on Katka Mountain. We sat under some yellow pines tree. I think everyone drank coffee except me I had water. Quenelle made a wonderful coffee cake. To be quite honest we don’t eat that much bread just to heavy. Well we all agree that the United States is in entangled mess on the world economics. So if we ran thing and had me in charge everything would be prefect “Anyone laughing yet”? Well Quenelle wants to host complete wedding service next summer in her gardens. Her goal is have her web site up this month or next. Still they need to do a lot more before June of 2006. Once she has everything sit up it will be a lovely place to get married

Tomorrow I’m going into for my annual physical. My blood pressure been reading on the high side. I’m going to taking in my blood pressure kit and asking about the cuff size. Of course their other things I want to talk my doctor about.

I’ve heard rumor that gas is going to be three dollars a gallon here. Well when it hits that price I’m going to push for a raise of .50 an hour. Then I’ll be making $8.40 an hour. I figure I’ll get my raise or get fired.

Saturday, August 27, 2005


Enough talk about religion it’s time to move on to other things in life. Sorry my links didn’t work some days go like that.

This morning I went over to Callie I’m aloud 18.75 hours a week with her. She want me to watch her daughter so she can run over to the LDS (Latter day saints) better known as Mormons to get a basket of things that would real help her out. Let say it sure in the hell beats the local food bank here. It was a well around box.

Then Murphy and I went over to visit Heinz and Faith they bought the ole Northside school and they been busy remodeling it in to a Bed and Breakfast. I was looking for an article about them buying the Northside School. I found and old picture of it the Northside School I was going to take a picture of it, couldn’t find my camera.

Friday, August 26, 2005

found info


I've had a long hard day and I'm tired. So I'm going to try and make 3 links to the relgion that I scored the highest. I know their no right or wrong answers.
Unitarain
Neo-pagan
Mahayana
This is one of my favor picture from our hike it's a slow moving stream out of the smaller ball lake. Gee if the link don't work. I'll try tommorow afternoon.
I'm working for Callie in the morning.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Links to almighty


Earlier today I wrote my feeling toward relgions. I made a link that would take you to "belifenet" I was going to make a link to the three faith that fit my personilty. So here the links. Unitarian
Neo-Pagan and
Buddhism Their was other relgion that fit my personilty. I felt 3 was enough to link to. Maybe some day I'll get chance to vist these relgions.
Here a fun link click here
This a picture of the smaller ball lake. Murphy and I like to listen to the sound the lake makes. It sounds like a gaint taking a big drink of water.

can't take it hook, line and sinker.


Personally I find most well known religions abrasive. Yet I believe in higher being that everything is in balance. “Ok everyone was their off days” I did a search on the Internet for faith base quiz and found this site click here. The religions that would fit me is Unitarian Universalism, and http://www.beliefnet.com/story/80/story_8045_1.htlm>Mahayana Buddhism
What I find uncomfortable with most religion doctrines are. They talk about how we should love the almighty with everything. Ok I don’t have any trouble with that and we are all gods’ children. Still no trouble. Here my problem. If we love god or respected why do we warm our fellow human and pollute the place we live on (earth). I would want someone hurting one of my family members or damaging my home. I don’t think god would want that.
I can’t see what wrong in question gods teaching or how we should interpret it. Many places in the bible it says “homosexual is wrong” Ok, then why are they homosexual. They say it’s a choice. I don’t buy that. “I didn’t wake up and decide to be a heterosexual”
I’m just that way.
How do I know any religions book including the bible and all books that deal with faith are all honest? When any religions books were written. Could it be possible they was hallucinating. I understand their other books for the bible never published. Why is this? Could they be more then mortals want to let known.
I find most popular religions has no respected for human suffering or a disadvanage person. I haven’t yet seen a faith base school would let a slow learner who needs special education into their school. I been told we are all equal under god and we are special to him in our own way. So if this is all true why don’t religions treat people as equals?

this picture of larger ball lake. I got to get going on my day. So everyone have a good day!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

my time and no one elses.


I got a free day to my self. It feels refreshing not to be on someone else schedule. I did what I want to when. So far I folded up laundry and did a loaded and of course I still need more to do. Laundry and dishes seems like a never ending a task.
My Aunt Tayte and I went curves this morning. Aunt Tayte for being 75 years old is in good health. She still takes care of her home and yard. I also find my Aunt up beat and she got a good sense of humor. We just don’t see eye to eye on polititics. Who see eye to eye on every thing?
I just finish making a batch of molasses cookies and here the recipes
Frozen Molasses cookies
2 Cups of Sugar
2 Cups of Shorting Melted
2 Eggs
½ Cup of Molasses
3 Tablespoons of hot water add these ingredients to the hot water 2 teaspoons of soda, 1 teaspoon of cinnamon, ½ teaspoon of ginger, 1 teaspoon of vanilla and ½ teaspoon of salt.
5 ½ Cups of flour. You may need to add more.
I find it best to mix sugar; eggs and molasses all together add the melted shorting but keep the mixer going and mix well. Add your hot water and spices to the mix. Then add your flour.
Roll dough in a tube shape about 2 inches in height. Freeze. When ready slice and dip into sugar. Bake at 350 for about 8 to 10 minutes.


Sometime ago I tried to make a link to two of our real estate agency here.
real estate been and still is a hot market around here. Talking to people from out of the area. They say real estate is a bargain here.

this is anthor picture of our hike to ball lake looking more of the Selkirk. Well I need to get back folding laundry and other domestic task.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

no strange voice


Ok if anyone who reads my blogg, earlier I posted about possibly hearing voices or I can hear my self-think. I honestly don’t hear strange voices it’s my own voice. So I’m a little schizophrenic or adult attention deficient?

English type of subject always been quite easy for me. I have this assignment to tell the different between simple, compound, and a complex sentence and I don’t know the different.

I took quite a few picture on our hiking trip and these are some of the Selkirk mountains.

un pluged.


I think I blew a fuse in my mind or let say I got a short. This may sound corny I can hear my self-think and or also I hear comforting sprits or maybe their voices. Majority of the time their positive voices.(not sure if they are voices, sprits or I just hear my self think.)
A short time ago I felt like my mind had to many voices going on off in my mind. It actual felt like I couldn’t focus on anyone item like someone was turning the TV channel on me. Promptly someone or somehow my mind that the plug got pulled and hidden the plug from me. I just don’t feel right mentally with out hearing my mind think or if I got to many things going on in my mind all at once.
My house looks terrible. I don’t think their enough time in the day. I don’t hate my job I wish it paid more. I like my client Callie she a real sweet person. The reason I went to work to get my ceramic shop going again. I know I can make what I’m making now and recently with prices going up it seem like my ceramic business is hard to stay on track.
This is a picture of the larger ball lake that Murphy and I hiked into last Sunday the 21st of August.

Monday, August 22, 2005

our hike


Yesterday after I posted my blogg. I looked under blogger knowledge see if I could possible figure out why my links in my blogg haven’t been working. Hopefully I got it now.

Livable wages been an important item for me. Idaho been a right to work state for over 25 years. Now their a petition going around to ”repeal the right to work I sure hope know other state thinks right to work will help their state economy.

Murphy and I hiked up to Pyramid Lake and over to Ball Lake. Most of our hikes including ball lake Murphy brother Earl and his boys went too. too. One of our good friends also went hiking with us. Les. If memory calls, les died about 2 years ago of stomach cancer.
The drive up Murphy and I talked how we enjoyed our past relationship with Earl, Tadita and their children. I just don’t see being as close for a long time. Since Tadita and her mother Ulanda backstabbed us in the back. Then Earl new what was going on and didn’t have the balls to stand up to them, plus he didn’t have the balls to tell me the truth when I asked him “if Ulanda new we was swingers” Enough talk about Murphy brother family. I total enjoyed my day just being with Murphy. We talk about not having the boys not living in our home. Sawyer got two years of high school left and he off to college. I sure hope I got threw to him how important to get a degree is now. Then we talked quite bit about mid east cries and how it could affect the United States on a globe economy. China and we our the largest biggest consumer of oil in the world. Gas is at $2.65 a gallon.
No more political talk on this blogger page. The first lake we hiked by was Pyramid Lake we only stop by long enough to get a picture. Some time I like exploring around there. Then we hiked up over anther hill, some people would call it a mountain. I know their people who love to see and visit the mountains. It breathe taking to set and look across to anther ridge of mountains. I guess for a while I’ll post different picture of our hike into ball lake area.
I have to admit I’m a little depressed now. That my laundry and schoolwork is behind now. I was going to post anther link to a local real estate but it going to wait I got quite bit to get done.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

not a chicken shit


Right now I’m typing my blog in words. Not sure what I’m doing wrong the last few times to do a link, getting a little tiring that my links haven’t worked

This morning Murphy and I went to see our local fair and every year it get smaller I think. Not as many enters in it. I keep thinking to my self I ought to enter some of my glads. My glades are beautiful now. Their some good reason I like going to our local fair. It free, looking at the painting we got quite few good artist around, look at the other exhibit, and eat an elephant ear. I don’t remember a fair when cash was a plenty. I have to have my elephant ears at our fair. I wish the money were for anther organization. It goes to Awana I’m not big fan of the church who sponsor the local Awana. Anyhow I attend when of their service and the main message was “fear”.
I also want to sign repealright to work. Some reason Murphy wouldn’t sign the petition to repeal the right to work I knew he voted agist it 20 or more years ago. He told me who every sign that petition they will be label as liberal and singled out. I say bring the right wing nuts on.


My son Bart and I went to Sandpoint and went school clothes shopping.
We went penny and wal mart. Both of my boys got a 150 limited to buy clothes for the start of year. Bart still got 8 dollars left to spend on school clothes. He did a good job of shopping.
Sawyer hasn’t done any shopping for clothes

Friday, August 19, 2005

neglecting


I came to realize that I’ve been spending too much time on my blogs and reading other. I’ve been neglecting quite a few things around the home. I’ll be easy on my self an only list three items I should be working on; my home needs to be clean, school work need to be caught up and get back putting my business together. What I’ve neglected is just general I could go in fine details.
So I’ll probley post every day and try links on the weekend.
Took the dog to the vet today to have a tumor removed and the vet didn’t think it would be cancer because of the location. He also took a sample from his nose he has some kind of skin and the vet said the name and I would know how to even come close in the spelling. He said it treat with a steroid. Well Butch surgery came to $207.50 today.
I thought Murphy would shit green twinkle. I usual don’t smoke grass but when I got home. I grab a kookanne beer and ask Murphy if he want to smoke bowl so when I told I took the dog to vet he wouldn’t start bitchen. I have to admit it loosen my muscle I don’t feel like I’m having anxiety.I guess I should face my weekness and I wasn't up to listen to Murphy how bad things are. Maybe I should smoke a little more often. But I know if I smoke too much I just become a couch potato.
I’m thinking about heading to our local fair. But before I go I might up date window I haven’t that for a while. Today my day been pretty good most days are and I would have to say it’s been an uneventful.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

I've post more then 3 times today. Today and yesterday I can't get my links to work and I feel like beating my head agaist the key board. I was telling about local real estate and local school dist. Now I'm running out of time. Check our real estate and schools here. So I don't have time to write on how I veiw these subjects.
www.pace-kerby.com www.shelmanrealty.com www.bcsd101.com

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

note for home town II

I'm starting to think I can't write my blogg in words, then paste and copy it in my blogger. When a link worked I was in create a blogger. Well here the links I was trying to do

working people stories

home town part II


I’ve been taking a college course in Computer Office Work. As I got wiser I learned that knowledge is power. I already learned a few tricks.
We their have English (Sentence Structures) or Fraction. To me fraction is a lot harder.

Wages compare to other places will be a lot lower here in Bonners Ferry Area. I just looked at our local employment office job listing. The top paying job is Environmental director at 45 thousand a year. The lowest paying job they had listed is a waitperson at $3.65 an hour. I would say the average wage in this area is $7 an hour. Most people who work here they do work hard. If you look at our wages and might be thinking how does one lives on those wages. Lot of people here is creative and get up and go.

working people stories

Job list

repeal the right to work

I hope these links works. I wrote this out in words.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

home town part I


Yesterday I tired to tell abouthometown. None of my links worked. Now I'm still going to still tell you about my hometown. The only different I'll be doing is having it in parts

The first part will be the demographics of Boundry County
click here If I want to know about an area I usual start with some kind of demographics.

The picture I posted with this blog is of Roman Nose which I can see out of my front window. Your looking west.

Friday, August 12, 2005

two ways to go, I don't like etheir.


Some days I real don’t like making decision mostly if any of your choice realy isn’t the right because both will be some kind of consequences.

.Our dog Butch is getting up in years. His nose is always sunburned and I notice Thursday that when he was walking down the stairs he had a growth buy his anaus. If I had him put to sleep I’d feel like a “jerk” because the only reason at this time is lack of money. Butch is part of the family and I wouldn’t have another member of my family put down because lack of money. I don’t believe let anyone suffer. I also would feel “bad” if I put my family in a bind. So what every way I go “looks like I’ll deal with the depression” At this point I’m going with the first choice he has a doctor appointment at 10:30 Thursday, Hope I don’t spend out of control.
I thought of “Terry Shavio” we all remember her on the feeding tube. Well to me quality of life will always be debated, opuion will very.
If member of my family is living in world of pain suffering, absolute no quality to life. The nice thing to do is let them die. I’m thinking in certain cases giving them a shot and put them out of there suffering. I know it rare thing that the Netherlands will give terminal ill people shots.
If someone one wasn’t perfect had a defected and someone want to do way with their life. I’d be outrage.
I've never heard of anyone having a comfortable life. 85% of time it feels like someone is stick a knife between my shoulder blade and twisting.

Ok some days I spend too much time on the computer. Yesterday I tried to a link and it didn’t work. So I’m going to try again. Here our foodadd. What price of food in your hometown? Ok I just did a little more exploring how to do links. click here

Thursday, August 11, 2005

four part to our free will


I’ve been deciding what to write about thought out the day. As I was doing domestic chores before I went to work it came to my mind free will all day I kept see or some people was talking about free will. Before I do my commentary on free will. I’m going to steam off a little about the price of food around here it expensive. Is it like that were you live? This morning I started to think about the two reasons why I went to work. Is to help the family out to get the extra in life and the other reason is to buy supplies to reopen my ceramic shop. To me the little extra in family is coming before ceramic supplies. I keep asking my self “where my will to work on the ceramic shop” I know I’ve put a lot time and money in it.
Next I went to curves before I went to work. The Curves in Bonners Ferry has a book and I honestly don’t recall the title. They have short writing that makes you think. Well today writing was about your own personal will.
Then I went over to Callie, she is the one I do home care for. She was telling me that a lady and her went to Kootani inn to play bingo. She bingo once and put winning into the slot even got the slot up to around 60 some dollars. Didn’t cash out. She told me that she didn’t have any will to stop playing the machine. I pointed out sure it would be great to walk out with the 60 bucks. She started talking that she did'nt have any free will She told me that she had fun and they laughed; stayed little after midnight. I said to Callie then “It was your will to get out of the place and have fan”.
Then when Bart got off work his friend Cedrick who called to see if he was interested in playing freshman football. At the end of July I saw an article in the Bonners Ferry Herald that they had a football camp for up coming freshman. So he asks if I would take him and he didn’t want to quite weeding at Cliffy. He didn’t want to stop weeding at Cliffy. So I suggested he talk to his coach and see if he could do the evening practice and not morning. The coach was fine with that. As I was driving Bart into town. I told him” Don’t let any influence you to play football it up to you and your free will” I figure are free will is real divide into 4 parts. First one is society believe me rules of your society. Believe me their things I like to do and can’t because it illegal or not excepted at this time. Number two is that god/devil not the same person. Couldn’t you image getting caught with “joint” and telling the judge it is “God will” for me to smoke a little weed. They would accept that but would using it was the “devil will” Third one that influence you will is your love one. You do things for your love one even if you don’t want to because you want to see them “happy” I saved the best one for last and number 4 is your own self “will”.

this evening we went over to visit faith and her husband Heinz and they got their swimming pool in. When we drove in gas was at $2.49 a gallon I told Murphy that I’ll get it on the way home” guess what they raised it up to $2.55 a gallon.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

yellow, purple or both

I have-not yet figure out how to do font size or font color in html. I’m a determent to learn html. I know I can accomplish this

my glades are starting to bloom I haveyellow and and purple I need to water my flowerbed it been just plain hot here. I’ll wait until this evening when it cooled down

Not going to write much today I’m falling behind and the way it starting to look around here that we are beginning to live in poverty. In my last writing I said there a different between low income and poverty.

a different between poverty and low income

Font size 8> Again I’m experimenting with htlm. I’m trying to do different size and colors. Tonight it getting frustrated I’ve started quite few times. I keep telling my self to relax you’ll get the hang of it. My friend Quenelle wants a web site by the end of the month. I doubt I’ll be ready then

This late morning I took my client Callie to Sandpoint which is about 35 miles south of Bonners Ferry on the way I swung by and drop her nephew Zowie off at his mom place.

after seeing were Callie sister Eris lives. To me they’re a different between low income and poverty.

Low income is someone who don’t have much money in today standards. They choice to keep their personal environment, home environment clean and family environment clean. When the boys were young we lived under seven thousand a year. We keep our yard and house picked up, although it wasn’t spotless. We grew a garden and we ate veggies and someone always gave us fruit, of course we had a special treat ever so often. And bought our clothing from yard sales or some type of thrift store, I’m a blue jean fan. We’re not perfect but we take pride in our surroundings.

Poverty is a complete different problem. Someone who decides to live in a squalor living condition by his or her own choice. When you drive by these people they will automobiles lie in the yard part a strung all over the place, plus all sort of things either partial tore down or not finished. Go into one of these homes and I wonder if the inside is any represent of outside. In above I talked about food. I notice some people I know who lives in what I call poverty that they seem to buy lot of soda pop, chips, and carbohydrates with refine sugars.

to me their a different between poverty and low in come. People who are low income are somewhat looked as someone in poverty and this should not be.

Monday, August 08, 2005

postive mood


I’m again trying something again with html I want to have my holly green font. I like to try some other html life always busy.

Got both of the boys up for work and I went back to bed and went back to bed for couple of hours. I was tired and like to get 7 to 8 ½ hours of sleep. Before I went to work I fold up serial loads of laundry. Folding whites can be tithes cause most of our socks are white everyone got a different style. I got a load of towel and I threw in some lighter things with the towel.

Murphy had the day off and he change the brakes on the nova we have two door maroon 78 Nova in great shape. We’ve had people admire that car. As I was at work hubby got quite bit of laundry done an that helps a lot. He even said changing the brakes went fairly smooth. He was not all in a negative mood and I like being around him and mainly enjoy his company. When he in negative mood I honestly don’t want him around at all!

Went over to Callie around 10AM she been gone for 3 days. I thought her Apt would been trashed, it wasn’t! She wants to be less depended on others to help her and I real can’t hold that against anyone. I like being able to take care of my self. Callie has fiber myalgent, and bi polar. (I love trying to spell medical terms lol) If she takes her meds she does fine. In my opinion she real needs 12 hours a week. She get 16 hours a week

this after noon Murphy, Bart our youngest son, and I went to Dog beach in Sandpoint and went swimming. I couldn’t believe the traffic we had to drive threw. It was well worth it to cool down

Then came home and fix dinner food is so outrages. They raise everything else except our wages. Gas here now is $2.45 to $2.49 a gallon. Tonight for dinner we had beef liver, a big toss salad with imitation lobster sure is good, rice and milk. After dinner I took Bart to boy scouts.

Went over to see my friend Alice she was taking inventory she was a home business her main product is home made jelly and jams. Plus she was other items to. We had a nice short she was heading down to get two of kids who went fishing on Pack River.

I came home and start to do my blogg. The picture is of Bart his 8th grade promotion. Let see if my html comes out.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

out my car window

No prating HTML tags. I pretty well want to be in bed by 9PM or shortly after. Well this morning Murphy woke up and quickly became flustered. Some how he and Sawyer had a misunderstanding of words. Night before I told Sawyer “leave me my car”. I don’t know what was said somehow Sawyer thought his dad told him to take the car.
Sawyer threw a tizzy. He went on and on complaining that he won’t get out Dodge. The only thing I though if I had that kind of tizzy, I know I wouldn’t have any type of pleasurable activities. My day would have been over and possibilities up to week if I carried on like that. I sure can’t ground my hubby.
Well I said I drive over to Clifty and switch rigs. Saw a lot of game hen pheasant; a family of wild turkeys, doe and her fawn, and a blue heron fly right in front of me.
Well Murphy and I finely got going down the road we went over to a nude resort in Northern Washington. The drive went well and this time we found the place but we had a map. When we were almost there we saw a big bull moose, I’m sure it was a 5-point.
I had relaxing time. Murphy didn’t gripe I don’t know why he doesn’t grip to everyone else. It gets to be tiring and frustrate that I want to blow up and say “ Quit your dam complaining plus I find your negative attitude depressing” Know wonder my shoulder and back always hurt. I wonder why sometime I let the ole grouch have sex with me. I know his left leg real bothers him and he has terrible cramps.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

growing up


I know how to make regular type tags and bold tags What I find hard is to have my brain keep track of grammar, spelling, typing plus all the tag codes in the right spots. I sure like to try some more on my blogg. For reference I’m usingCreating Web Pages for DummiesI’m think of buying a book likeHTML for Dummies.

I’m going to try a little different font and size. I wonder if people use real name in these bloggs. I sure don’t I get mine from www.babynames.com/ and www.babynamesworld.com but the place and times are real. Anyhow I thought of telling about my blog to my brother in-law Earl. Not telling my user name he would be trying to find the blog all day because it would be driving him nuts.
I wish at time I wouldn’t have such angry and or hurt feeling. “I don’t have any respected for people who lies I consider most of them cowards” Sure I would tell people what they want to hear if I had a gun to my head. Enough about Earl and his family! I can be civil to them.


this morning I had to take Murphy into the hospital, Boundary County Community Hospital he was a tightness in his chess and his shoulder hurt. Mine shoulder hurt most of the time and I’ve learned to live with the pain. Well they did all those fancy test and he wasn’t having any heart problem. I would call it indigestion. He takes on a daily bases Ibuprofen. the doctor wrote a RX forPiroxicamto replace the ibuprofen, sure hope it works.
Murphy always has deep leg cramps and gets all stove up. I’m going to try to talk him having a physical and if I can’t get I’ll get his sister Faith to put in her “two cent” on the matter that her brother goes and see a doctor.

after our bit with the hospital Murphy and I went for a drive up Fall Creektoward Dodge Peakthe road would of went over to the Pack riverand down toSamuels . The only reason we didn’t go the condition of the road. But we got two interesting stumps and two flat pieces of granite to do landscaping with.

We have teenagers and being so busy with life I wish I could find the time and activity we all could do, before they left home. It seem like they don’t want much to do with us from us and I remember wanting to be not under my parents rules. It scary that our teenagers are growing up and they will leave home and probley has family in the future. I sure hope the family doesn’t start till they are pass 24. Two yearSawyerwill probley go toNorth Idaho CollegeI’ve told him how important going to college is and he needs to think about the benefits of college. He think the world isn’t spinning fast enough I hope they don’t think I’m nag. I want both of my boys to be happy in life. I’m not picking their careers.

this is a picture of a pond on our drive up
fall creek

Friday, August 05, 2005

trying still to learn graphics

Here I go again trying to learn some Tags . my friend Quenelle wants me to build her web site for her gardens, I tried talk her in hiring a graphic artistes. I need lot more practice to figure out all these codes. my son Sawyer they get some where around 50 bucks an hour. At his time she can’t afford to hire one. I pointed out what would take me 3 hours to me do it would take them ½ to do. I’m sure not afraid to try most any thing so or later I’ll get the hang of it. At curves they have a hula-hoop and I got the hang of doing it. I still need a lot to figure out on graphic . I need to start a new paragraphs right now I just want to have my subject in bold letters the rest in regular type. We sold our horse trailer for a 1000 to our neighbors. I went to curves and shopping B.T.C and I was just going to get lemon pepper I spend 28 bucks. Anther hot day I thought I would write in blogg before Murphy got home he been working in field at tree r us. I think they are transplanting spruce now. I got my living room cleaned. I need to end this soon and go upstairs to clean some. I’m going to try to do Thailand Chicken on the baroque sure looks like just Murphy and I for dinner. Should be left overs. Sure hopes this works if it does not I’ll again try try till I get it but it seems it takes a lot of time to type this.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

let try being bold

Boy I don’t even know where to start with this experiment. My friend Quenella
Wants me to build her a web site and more I read about it. It sure sounds confusing they live up on Katka Mountain and they have beautiful flower gardens and they want to host small wedding parties.
So I’m typing in words and try to make somebold. Maybe I should be in note pad or word pad. I guess if I don’t try I’ll never learn. A least I know I won’t blowI have to be honest I’m getting burned out at work I come home and do the same thing. Plus I’m disappointedthat my ceramic shop is coming at the rate I think it should.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

People in Glass House Shouldn't Throw Rocks

Snowy winter evening my sister in law decide or was told by her mother Ulanda that she want to look at some wildlife. So they took a trip up North to Robinson Lake. Well make long story short. They got stuck and I guess some how there was miscommunication among all involved. People went out looking for them.
This is when we start to get up set with Earl and Tadita. Murphy went over to his brother Earl house to see if he could help in any way. Ulanda and Tadita were sitting on the couch bad mouthing Earl who was trying to help them all behind his back. Even before this Ulanda and Tadita would sit around and tell each other that Earl was lazy bastard, stupid fool. Murphy said to his sister in law and her mother You shouldn’t bad mouth people who trying to help you outthen what I understand that Ulanda had this angry and glared at Murphy. Also Ulanda was advising Tadita to leave Earl that he was no good and she could do so much better with out him.
Ulanda likes to bad mouth people to other people so she can bring her self-esteem up or she likes stabbing people in the back.
Then a short time later their youngest son Ozzie looked right at Murphy and said “my mom and grandmother hates you.” I wonder if Ulanda and Tadita were sitting on the couch badmouth my husband and Ozzie over heard what they was saying.
I haven’t heard Tadita talk much about others behind their backs. But her mom sure does.
Then one afternoon Earl got real stoned and told his brother that Ulanda knows that we are all swingers and we told her we just know the same people. To me Earl and Tadita just threw us to the wolves. After that they never came over to our house only once when Ulanda was out of Town.
Then Murphy meets his brother at Safeway. Earl said “Thank god that you didn’t say any thing about us to Ulanda. Hell sounds like it ok for them to tell on us
Then a short time after that Murphy took a headless nude picture of Tadita, Earl and I and wrote on the picture “Liars don’t prosper” and fold it up and gave it to Ulanda.

It important to mench that I called up Earl before Murphy gave Ulanda the nude pictures and asked him two questions. 1st question was, did you tell Ulanda that we were swinger? Herb said “no” and I belive him. Now for the 2nd question “Does Ulanda know we’re swing? his voice went up 10 octaves and out of his mouth came, “I don’t recall”






I don't know who or how Ulanda found out that we were swings before the picture was given to Ulanda It kind of strange that they only showed up to our house when Ulanda was on the coast.
I wonder if Earl, Tadita, and or Ulanda bad mouth us so bad that they poisen our well and was afrid that they could'nt come out to our place because Ulanda might find out.
I asked Murphy why he showed Ulanda the picture? He said just to show Ulanda Since Ulanda knew that Murphy and I was swingers why shouldn’t she know about Earl and Tadita. Their doing the same thing we are. People in glass house shouldn’t throw rocks.
Personal I gave Earl and Tadita the benifit of dout until Earl voice went 10 octaves when I ask if Ulanda knew we were swingers. I still don't know who or how she found out. I strongly belive Ulanda knew way before the picture was given to her
It sad it had to come down to this I actual thought Tadita and Earl are likeable.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Brood of Turkey


This morning their been a family of wild Turkey with their young.
I’m starting to get burn out on my job. I real want to get my ceramic shop going but it seem slow. This morning I got up at 4 AM to take Bart to work at Clifty View Nursery he tree weedier. Then I came home did load of towels and general cleaning.
I took Callie up the north hill so she can take a test so she can start her Jet program. Best way I understand this program. I should learn office and computer skills. Well I sign up to take it but before I take the course I need to take a test. I get nervous when it comes to test and I do crap on them.
I couldn’t believe what the income level for a family of 4. 3thousand something don’t recall the hundred. Heck we make about 23thosand a year I think that’s about 1,915 a month. Not too many working people do around here.
Paid the house insurance 600 some dollars for the year. Stop in at my sister in-law Faith to get some address.
She was cleaning their house waiting for child protection agency to come and expect her home. I guess her grandson Kelby will be living with them for a bit. What I thought was stupid the question that health and welfare ask. I wonder who thinks of these question I’m starting to ought they ever been around children.
Anyhow I’ve trying to loose weight for sometime and I came to reason that I’m afraid that I’ll get thinner and will be able to wear sexier clothing. When I dressed better I was doing cocaine and sure I had a faults security about me and I don’t want to get into that rut again or any other rut. I haven’t done any real amount for over 23 years.
So hopeful I can put my fear behind me and start loose weight and getting into some kind of shape other then what I am

Monday, August 01, 2005

ready for bed

Thought I would write a little bit before I got ready and went to Callies. I know this afternoon I’ll have to take her to her Doctor apointment.
Callie is talking about moving over to Washington State. She’s on social secrity disability and Washington has better benefits then Idaho
Plus I want to try to put in a hyper links. Second attempted http://www.oldpattern.com/smock.htm I know this isn’t what I wanted. Right site but wrong way of doing it What I want is when I put in the word “apron” or “smock” and when a person click on those two magic words that they would go to “old pattern. Com” I’ve been thinking of sewing some smock or apron trying to sell at craft shows. I’m not planning to have a large inventory of apron and or smocks.
Well I’m back once again. Sure am tired. Sometime I wish I worked more hours. Then on the other hand I’m glad I don’t.
A large paycheck would be nice. Even now I don’t get everything done that I need to and my home shows it.
What real disappoint me is; that my ceramic business isn’t coming along as I wish it would. I was hoping to be casting ceramics before this.
I’ll be getting up an hour early then normal to take Bart to work. My oldest son Sawyer works at the same place but he has the next 2 days off.

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