Every Day There Is a Mystery To Life

The radishes are just broke ground. Plus my yellow tulip are starting to open. About ready to plant some spinach that my friend quenella gave me. But I gave her some leek starts.
I notice the other day that the hummingbirds was back so we put up the feeder and none has shown up so far

I can make these 3 statement or even more of them
I have Faith...
I believe in Miracles
I understand Reality
My client Donna want me to take her to the Gateway Church down in Courd'Alene this Friday evening. For some type of miracles or Creative healing.
Not everything in life can be explain or just strange things happen. Some may even call it divine insession. The Divine works in mysteries ways. Belief time...the divine works more in small ways then grand show So this Friday I'll be taking Donna and Rex to gateway church to hear this personJoshua Mills
Confession time...I'm trying not to put any negative energy toward this whole trip on Friday My friend Quenella made me feel a little better toward the whole ideal. We have to expect Ah-ah as the supreme being and no need to be disappointed on how things come out. Sometime prayers aren't answer as we see fit but there always answered in the loving most way.
I need to remember we need to excepted certain things in life. But I'm still working on positive energy toward this whole thing. “There is no need to be disappointed if the miracles don't work but all miracles happen to keep us balance with reality or to help us grow”

I have more things to be put in the garden but I haven't had the time to do much. Some potatoes, and some flower. Which will be going in my hodgepodge beds. She gave me some type of geranium which she said it was a pink in color. Ok I recall the two other plants was drawf iris and also lambs ears not quarters.

It Was Rough Ride

A short time ago I decided to stop taking my anxiety medicine. Which now I'm wondering why I did. The panic attacks a back. It seems like every so often I'm plagued with something terrible is happening.
Yesterday Murphy boss called and I was on the computer. And with just dial up we have call wave. His boss was wondering where he was. Horrible things starts racing through my mind like he out in field injured or I even came to conclusion that I might be a widow. But a short time later his boss called and explain that he left at about seven in morning with his lunch pail.
His boss thought he didn't show up because the tractor was not moved or something like that. So he figured he was out in field some where. I felt a little better.

Then on Saturday around 7 in the evening once again my hubby haven't showed up. I'm battling in my mind that nothing real bad happen to my hubby. It even upsetting my stomach some what. He drives up to Porthill Idaho which is about 40 miles from our home. I know people who worked out at “Cold Hardy Nursery” for only two hours. Statement time...I don't see the point of driving a 30 to 40 mile drive and make roughly $30 bucks and that before taxes
Well he got home and my panic attacks start to calm down

On Sunday morning the hummingbirds return. Our front window we hang a hummingbird feeder. Took walk around the place to see what new. Didn't notice and real change. But did some yard work like to the buds off of one tree called a Canadian red. So more of the tree energy will be going to the branched. But Murphy and I did a little bit of work in garden st-rightingg out the leeks, pak-choy, andbroccolii, and notice that peas are up now

We went over to celebrate one of my Sister in Law Grand daughter birthday. There was 14 people there. I can't recall everything she got her mom got her a pink bike, we got her a ten dollar bill, and her Uncle Earl and his family got her a DVD and some popcorn.

30 Minutes

As one never know what one get done in a day. Murphy went back to work at anther tree nursery and I'm not sure the name of this one but it up by Porthill. Confession time... I wasn't sure if he was going back this year or not.still we still not sure how long

It seem strange doing the house work. Like laundry and for a short time I had trouble with the washer. Mange to get a load of towels and jeans out. Clean the bathrooms sink they was looking pretty groudy. Mop both the kitchen and dinning area. As I was doing up a few dishes from breakfast and lunch I enjoy watching the blue birds. Last year or the year before I believe it was I bought a blue bird house for five dollars and pair move it in.

I did a little planting in the garden got 31 leeks in. One don't need that many leeks not sure how one can store them. I know onion you can. I heard you can freeze leeks but haven't every tried it. Talking about onion the onion are showing now, not all of them.
Faith the lady who I drive around gave me some broccoli and I though they might have been ½ dozen but end up being a dozen.
I know that lot cabbage types brings in certain amount of gardening troubles so I'm place nasturtiums hopeful to have not as much trouble with those white moths
So we will be trying to grow a short roll of pak choy or after it mature one would called it pak-choy

It amazing what a person can get done in 30 minutes. The other day my client Murphette start to say she had trouble having her daughters doing chores. Mostly her daughter Mary just shows her socks around and won't pick up after her self. So I suggest maybe she could rotate their chores but she said it didn't work. I told her that in evening when I have more then one client I set a timer for 20 minutes and clean around the place. She seem interested in this ideal.
Last night I sat the timer on the kitchen stove and got all of this done. Went out to clothes line brought in the rest of clothes fold them, put way the clothes and dishes out of the rack, and a chance to pick up a few things around the place

Life Comes Up Short

I took a pay cut of about $1.12 and hour. I'm hoping to hold on the hour I have. But with not as big of tax base no wonder thing are as they are. “Thank you Dubya”
But let me say my math skills aren't the best in world. So it could be better or worst.

I only had to take Faith to Sandpoint to see her eye doctor. She 87 and lot more independent then my other two clients.
My client Murphette is a mess in so many ways. I don't even know where to start at. I guess the best place to start is her diet no nutritional value what so every or let say there food is “95% dead. The way I would explain her diet is white flour, white sugar, and white grease. Her bones are very brittle and no wonder she drinks a lot of diet pop. Statement time...Her health issues is mostly cause of her pour diet
Then her own emotional health is anther story. To put it in nut shell “She let people walk all over her including her daughters” Her two daughter mostly her oldest has what I call the”princess syndrome” Mary chore is to keep up on bath room and she hasn't done it. The other daughter Carin chore is to do the dishes and kitchen clean up.
Statement time I would be rotating chores on the girls no I don't believe children should be slaves to their parentsSo basicly I believe Murphette doesn't have the back bone to stand up or the skill how to stand up for her self.

In the morning I put on make-up in high school and I wouldn't be caught dead out in world with out my face made up and my hair un tethered. But I had a make bag and put it under the sink and made sure my curling iron with the electrical rolls was also put up. Because I simple knew the rules and the least of what could happen was my mom would take the make up away. The thought of going out in public and having some one see me that way.
So I always kept my make up picked up and put away. I never pushed the issue and if I did I know my mother would toss my make up in the trash

I only had one client. So I came home and did up the dishes and got to watch Dr Phill and the Oprah It was sure a welcome change I'm sure glad I never had a mother who never stuck her nose in my personal life as I was an adult. Then on Oprah it one on doing your passion to me was mood booster.

EveryThing Works Out As It Should

Went to the Gardenia Center and I have to say it wasn't the most inspire service but yet a little inspiration of love is better then none. It was kind of mix theme. The music and hymnals lean toward earth. Since Earth day is coming up. The inspiration was one one lineage of your past lives and the main speaker was of how every things work out in a divine way

Things are really coming around in the gardens. Both my tulips and grape hyacinths
are showing some buds. This afternoon Murphy and I went over to Faith and dug out some raspberries so now we have 8 raspberries. Plus she gave me anther bush. Most place it called it a “February bush” but around here it called a “March bush”
As I did two client Donna and Muphette. So good hubby plant some more of the garden like carrots, beets, and radishes. Oh there a few broccoli plant that Faith gave me. There something soothing of getting your hands in soil. Maybe I'll go out plant them.

This is a dream I had the other night. I for some reason going to recure this dog which was some type of spaniel. For some reason the girl who was holding it hostage and was planning to put the dog down. Because she thought the dog need to be put down.
This girl who was holding the dog hostage worked at McDonald. She wouldn't hand the dog over. In the middle of McDonald lobby her and I got in fist fight. Don't ask me where this came from put I sprayed her in the face with a shower hose. I got up and told my son Bart to pull the key switch to his car and we where off with some note in my hand. As we where running I woke up. So I don't if I was running to or away from something. Or what the note said or didn't say

Missing Out

One thing about working. I don't do any type of gardening. But yesterday I had chance to plant few item with my hubby. We plant 30 strawberry plant and a rhubarb plant that I got from my sister in law Faith. But before that we went up and visit Quenelle and I got a yellow rose which went in the royal sunshine bed and the other chunk went into the hodgepodge bed but that on kinda of fell part.

Today the 12 of May Murphy planted some onion a quart of them and planted peas

This is dream I was in our dining room leaning over the counter that divides the kitchen and dinning room. No one call me but some how something died or was going to die on May 6 or 7th. I tried to find out who but everyone was alive I knew.
So who know what this means. But my mom died I believe was on of those date and other people has too. But they're days I feel like my transmission car and front end is acting up part of the time and it on the way out

My son Bart is planting tree for Sandpoint ranch part time and going to school on Tuesday and Thursday. Now for my older son Sawyer I haven't heard form him but he stop shortly before Easter he was going to a wedding and this wedding was on a Monday.

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I start doing genealogy and I been putting in info at My genealogy and I Just finish doing a list of my great grand parents Elisha and Cynthia Brunson McCalmant they had 14 kids. Although all of them didn't make it to adulthood

On the top roll 2nd one from the left was my grandpa Edgar.

Past Life Teaching and Lesson.

They tried something with my Nephew Ozzie brain and I don't know the medical terminology but they tried to fill his veins etc with a glue like stuff. So I guess it ok that there going to let him come home for a short time to gain his strength and try something else

I don't know if this family has some type of curse upon them or not. belief time...all curse can be removed But a few years ago one of there son hung him self. Then now there 13 year old has this trouble with his brain. Then what I believe was Wednesday night or Early Thursday morning. Tadita place she was living in with her male friend has burn to the ground. The oldest son had to break window to get out burn his arm and has smoke trouble. Right before the roof fell in. The house is total lost. Had no insurance on it. Faulty wiring was what cause the fire. But they did loose a dog. I'm clueless why things happen in one life time here. But as many you read my post I question the whole ideal of heaven or hell. We are here to learn and teach others. I now starting wonder if what is happen to this family is something for them to teach or learn something from, that came from a past life

As we all can imagine the cost of this and strain. Earl put his son Ozzie on Idaho chip program. But there still cost for him such as hotel, meals, and fuel. I know there use to be a program to pay for the basic cost of a parent.
There cans around town trying to help out my brother in law Earl expenses. But Faith my sister in law believe that Tadita will claim all the money so she can get storage shed that all being donate to her. Faith my sister in law was kind enough to donate a place for her to store her items But Tadita thinks she will steal it. I guess she made a statement to Faith daughter that Faith couldn't be trusted Statement...Most of the family fat ass isn't going to fit in to her clothes We all done stupid things or put things in the wrong prioritize
. My sister in law Tadita could of bought home insurance and even if the insurance company wouldn't do the building she could of bought insurance for the con tense inside. I guess they got new furniture and big screen TV. Plus she also had no smoke decorators.

This is Victor he is Ozzie dog and been our house guest. He is overly sociable and pretty much like a bull in a china store. If Murphy gets up Victor hops up on bed and take Murphy stop. Shoving a 80 to 90 lbs pouch isn't always and easy task

We been doing a garden once again. So today Murphy and I put up the netting. Nothing planted yet. But we have some starts going the only thing up is leeks and bok-choy

Every thing in hodgepodge bed below my front window seem to come up before my other bed of flowers. As you can see I have a daffodils bloom. Not sure if you can see them I have violet and Easter Hyacinth blooming.

Finley in Royal Sunshine bed I have a purple corus up. It might look pink but I'll try to change it

Every Wheel is Turning

Let see once again I need to figure out what to post. I know we all have a life. Well mine is pretty uneventful. You know "same ole grin"

About every morning when I get up I see a heard of elk about 15 or so. Plus a pair of mountain blue birds

I don't if there is barren spirits or not. Part of local store Trading Company is leaving and it was where I believe the majority of the people did there shopping. We have anther store for food Safeway but there usual over 25% higher. The only thing Safeway offer them an offer they couldn't refuse. But something will go in to the old Safeway building but it square feet isn't all that big. I don't know what the percentage is but not all of the trading company employees are going over to safeway there quite a different in pay scale. I understand that safeway pays $4.00 a less an hour. I believe most of there worker at safeway are right around 20 hours a week

I always thought play games on the computer was a big waste of time. I would play every so often. But Confession time...I got hook on farm-ville over at face-book

So there part of my time.

Today I went and got my bonus check of $440. Mainly I want to hear what they're doing to med- caid for the state of Idaho. I guess there changing their software for there booking system. So June they're telling us that medicaid won't bee paying there bills. But lucky for those company got a windfall to fall back on. But anytime they set up any new system there glitches in it.
Now also I believe there will be booking keeping nightmare. A personal home care giver forms different task and every task was paid at the same rate. If I bath some one from doing a full bath or making sure everything was sat up I would get the same rate. But if I cook or took out trash I would still be paid the same as if I was bathing a client. But now they want to pay each task at a different rate. So for example I could get paid $15:00 and hour and be aloud 15 minute a week because I sat up towels and so it would end up being $3.75. Cooking which I might do for 10 hours a week and be paid at rate of $8.75 and hour so after 10 hours my time would be total of $87.50. What they did was to average the task out to round figure of $12.65 but they don't want to seem to do the common sense or the most efferent way of working.

Not Sure

Not sure of the date I believe it was shortly before the 25th of March my ex sister in law Tadita took her son into boundary county community hosiptal for he wasn’t quite feeling right. They did a check over and send them home. Sunday the 25th my brother in law Earl took his son Ozzie into the hospital and I guess they ran some test but one of the test he got was an MRI and his head was full of blood

Other then basically a band-aid station our local hospital ship everyone out. So they called in helicopter to take him Sacred Heart hospital in Spokane after seeing what the problem was. Which he has a genetic defect. Basically if I understand his vains and etc are to thin. Then in center of his brain there mass of vans that real don’t belong. Or one might say like a tangle ball of string. So now he at the hospital in Seattle which is university of Washington.

Plus they had some kind of heart defect which is also genetic. But I guess it fairly common 1 in 1000 people have it. There not real concern about this.

Not sure what there going to do but I understand they have different option on how they can proceed. I understand they tried one but they couldn’t go forth

I was planning to make a beat salad for Easter dinner but they didn't have any freah beats at BTC. So I had to change my mind on what I'll be making is a veggie salad which cost more but I either paid eighty nine or ninty eight cent a pound for broccoli and cauliflower.

1/2 pound of broccoli
1/2 pound of cauliflower both cut into bite size pieces.
1 or 2 carrots and celery slice thinly
3 or 4 radish slice thinly
1 or 2 thinly green onion
1 can of large black olives slice in half. Well drained
1 cup of nuts your choice
1 tablespoon parsley
1/4 cup of olive oil and 2 Tablespoon of ume plume vinegar. If you don't have ume plume vinegar one can use balsamic vinegar.
But today I used honey mustard dressing and it was quite tasty

There was 16 at Easter dinner and that a small bunch for most holiday. Like most holiday or I should say all of them. We go over to my in law Heinz and Faith.
I guess most people eat ham and lamb for Easter. Faith bought some pies from BTC. I had lemon merrique and Kulah pie.
There was an Easter egg hunt and I believe 7 kids was involved.
My son Bart was up and for prank I got hold of cell phone and had one of Faith grand daughter call him. I could hear Bart going who is this and we all laughing because of the look on his face

March 2010 Weather Report

Warmet day in March was the 20th at 56.4 (13.5)
Coldest day in March was the 18th at 16.9 (-8.3)
The average high was 50.7(10.3)
The average cold was 23.7(-4.6)
1st flower on the 6th to bloom a drawf iris.
Saw the first mountain blue bird in our back yard on the 26th