Put Back On The Book Shelve and Take One Down

I just finish reading Wicca for One according to the Author it all ok to practice the religion of wicca or paganism. A few ideal on how to play the roll of a priest or priestess for your self.
Honest time...I’d have trouble doing a ritual for and by my self. Or I’m just mot comfortable doing a ritual for my self. I’ve walked on Catholic priest doing a mass. What’s is the purpose behind it?
One other thing real bothered me in this book. The Author made the statement something like this “ people who practice wiccan is more comfortable about death then christens. Plus one time a Catholic priest told me that Catholic are the most at easy when it comes to dyeing. Honest time...I don’t like to run other people beliefs down even I don’t agree or understand them. As long as they don’t hurt other people in any shape, size or form
In general I’d give this book a D+

Murphy one day said “Dubya is trying to make the prophet of the book of revelation come true. So I decided to read the book of revelation Confession time...I’ve read bits and piece of the bible never have read the whole thing and different people told me that their certain things that is to be read before the book of revelations.
Honest time...I don’t see how fear and love goes together They talk about you love god and fear god.
Then they talk about the type of people who is going to hell on judgement day. It sure sounds to me Honest time..If your female your odds are increase quite a bit and general not many of us got much chance
I think some guy name of John wrote the book of revelation. The four main gospel Matthew, Mark. Luke and John. Talks about the basically the “golden rule of life” Things like being helping others, he or she is free of sin cast the first stone, feeding and taking care of the poor, people in prison and about the lady who didn’t have very much always found a way to give a few pennies to the poor. One of my mother Myra statement was Matthew, Mark Luke and John we will all saddle a horse and will all get along
To me if the book of revelation was to be made into a movie I’d consider it some what of horror flick and or a super natural.
Honest time...I don’t see what the purpose of the whole ideal behind the book of revelation at all

I just start to read Faeriecraft treading the path of faerie magic by Alicen & Neil Gedddes- Ward.
So far this book is keeping my interest as soon as I’m done I’ll give my opinion on it and a grade

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Thirteen things I’d like to do to my home.
1. Paint all my kitchen cabinets and country white.
2. Put up a microwave shelf.
3. New counter tops for the kitchen.
4. White comfort for our bed.
5. Hang some spurs on wicker severing tray and hang it on wall to the right of the t.v.
6. Refinish my antique dinner room table and chair which was my husband grandmother.
7. Put in an aquarium.
8. Get some type of dish hutch for the dinning room.
9. Get some type of cairo cabinet for the living room.
10. Do a small alter. (Sorry I know it not spell right)
11. On the hall way wall put up family pictures.
12. Hang my mom lace curtain in our bed room.
13. Put café curtain in the kitchen windows.

I don’t know if I’m doing this right. I’m tagging other bloggers to list 13 things you would like to do to your home

Some Of the Dirt Under Our Carpet.

I just blogg about my inlaws Earl and Tadita some of their dark little secrets I usual don’t find the bad side of people Statement...If you can’t finding anything good to say about anyone keep your mouth shut So I’m going to pull some dirt about me from under the carpet

One time when I was doing cocaine many years ago. I trade sex for a quarter gram of cocaine. Oh don’t worry I haven’t seen cocaine for years

I’ve been in a sexual gang bang.

Murphy and I almost got caught growing marijuana

All these things happen more then 24 years ago and Honest time....I know the stuff I said about Earl and Tadita is pass history but I don’t know if they are still doing any of it

It plain and simple. I’m not sure if Tadita purposely told her mom Ulanda that we were swings or accidently. But I believe that she knew way before the headless nude picture every showed up.
After Ulanda found out we were swings Earl and Tadita couldn’t or shouldn’t have anything to do with us. My brother in law don’t have the balls to say “ We are no better then Murphy and Peppy” so he let Ulanda and Tadita stab us in the back because he pussy whipped.
The only thing they had to do is not to act towards us that their shit didn’t stink.
honest time...I also think he should of stood up to his brother Murphy. Instead of whine to his sister Faith and started to scream at me when the picture showed up

If you can’t knowledge your short comings and take responsibility for them. I don’t see how anyone can grow and they’ll be stuck in rut of life

Let Play On the World Stage We're Perfect

I’m trying not to let my brother in law Earl and his wife Tadita play on my mind and emotion simple it eating me up Feeling time...How dare they don’t think their shit don’t stink I don’t like doing this pointing out others faults simple I got faults of my own.
Lately I’ve been letting Earl and Tadita consume me and maybe if I blogg about them I can get this off my chest.

Long Time ago Earl and Tadita went to Canada to pick Mushrooms with this other guy and they were doing a threesome on a regular base. Well Earl and Tadita return and Earl thought Tadita was going to run off with the guy who join them in the threesome. So she moved in with one of her step dads and his new wife.
Earl was so consume that Tadita was still meeting up with this guy so he drove down around Spirit lake to spy on her

They moved to Arizona because Tadita got caught having an affair with anther man and she is one don’t want anyone to know about the skeleton in her closet. When she gets around her mom they’ll clean out other people closets.
Tadita was a having an affair with anther married man and his wife found out and got super pissed and went over to Earl and Tadita home and damage there boat so bad that it never would be able to be used on the water again.
Earl want to report it to the police and Tadita didn’t wanted to because her little affair might of been brought up and oh no someone might find out she isn’t perfect. So they move down to Arizona for while and tried to sweep Tadita affair under the carpet

Tadita younger cousin was staying with them for a while and I think at time she might of been barely 18 or she might of not been quite 18. She was taking a shower and Earl hid a camera so he could video tape Tadita younger cousin showering.
This isn’t the only time he went around video taping other behind other people back. One time Murphy found a video tape going in their bathroom.
One day I went over to see if they had a cooler shirt I could use because it warm up quickly. So I went in the bed room and change top and not knowing at that time Earl hid a video camera.

I don’t know if Earl still does this or not. He use to put on all dark clothes and go out peeping in other people windows. Earl took a camera and took picture as he was peeping in other people windows because he showed his brother Murphy some picture of what he took as he was peeping in other peoples windows.
Before this whole thing start between the two families he gave Murphy one of his video tape and claims that his brother stooled it from him.
Question time...I wonder how many tapes he got from his hidden video camera. One day I was talking to Tadita Honest time.... We real haven’t talked for 5 years. and she told me that he wanted to open their home to swing club and have it sit up so they’d be some hidden video camera going. I remember asking her if he found out they where video taping him behind their back how would he react. She said “ Oh he would bitch about some invading his privacy”.

Earl and Tadita was playing with anther local couple. So Murphy e-mailed them and warn them that Earl could possible hide a camera.
So the other couple forward the e mail back to Earl and Tadita. Tadita threaten to leave Earl. Well Earl went over to his sister Faith winning about how Tadita was going to leave him. So Faith called me up and said “You guys are going to cause Earl and Tadita to get a divorce someone been e mail Earl and Tadita got camera hidden in there home” I could hear Earl in the bak ground screaming “that Murphy want to ruin me”
Faith said “Tadita and Earl don’t even have a camera and I loan them one”.
Murphy called up his brother and tried to bury the axe and during his conversation with his brother he admitted borrowing a camera from his sister and when Murphy talk to his sister she told him that she didn’t loan Earl and Camera. Honest time...I don’t know if Earl hid a camera or not to video tape the couple they had over or not

I don’t approve how Murphy handle some of the fall out between our two families. Mainly giving Ulanda the headless Nude Picture of Tadita, Earl and Me. I understand the reason behind him doing it. It to show Ulanda that her daughter and son in law sometime sit in the same pea pods.
Murphy asked me how he should of handle the situation and I honestly didn’t know

I don’t like to bad mouth other people because I got plenty of dirt on my self. This month I’ll pull out some personal skeleton on my self

You see at one time we all got a long great. Now I can’t hardly stand these people and I know they got a lot of good in them because I’ve seen it

Who Is Off Their Rocker

Head Line story in news this morning was Alaskan pipe line Gas here went up to $3.09 for regular that’s before the pipeline shutting down. So it cost me almost $40.00 to fill up my tank on the car. It took me 5.5 hours of work to make about $40.00 and I was figuring after taxes. I know the owner of our local shell station and he figure gas will increase later in the afternoon or tomorrow.

Now we all know that the economy is doing awful for us misfortunate beings. But not for people who has abundant of cash.

Now to my main point Quoting Murphy....President Dubya and his fundie friends wants to Armageddon to start and he fuckin crazy enough to try to make world events happen according to the Bible I’ve never read the whole Bible bits of piece here and there. Confession time...Some of the writing real irrate me.
Honest time....I think every body and everything has an Armageddon to go threw. After the sunset this evening what happen during the day came to an end Someone, something, some event will be no more. But their always rebirth and growth

Chit Chatting With God

This morning Murphy and I went to the gardenia center for their Sunday services. I guess this month is communication with your deity. Comfession time.... I believe alsort of deity communicate with all of us in one form or others I believe some of deity isn’t necessary good. Confession time...I believe their good in all but some times you need to take care of evil in gentle way

On the front of the Sunday Service program is a nice little writting......
The eternal voice of deity, within, is always loving and gentle and kind. It always help me to see the goodness of all things. I welcome the wisdom filled, loving words of good into my consciousness and give it the freedom to grace me with the wholeness that I am. I allow this voice to guide me though my journey of life. I accept the blessings of the voice of god into my life and give it permission to nurture me

Today I bought the Sandpoint Sunday Service Directory published in year 2004. I guess their trying to put a new one together. I’m going call up my friend Quenelle and tell her she can put in her business rocky mountain wedding gardens.. I notice there 4 website in Sunday service directory. Not sure if all of these are up to date.
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Chakra Test

:
under-active
(-13%)
Sacral:
under-active
(0%)

Navel:
under-active
(6%)

Heart:
open
(31%)

Throat:
open
(31%)

Third Eye:
open
(19%)

Crown:
open
(25%)



Autumn had this real neat quiz on chakra honest time...I thought I would be a bigger mess No wonder I take zoloft I have trouble relaxing. But I’m getting better. To me a -13 is better then -21. Sounds like a good number.
Now Now I know I’m not dead when it comes to sex.
Anyhow the quiz was fun

Dear Dr. Phil

I should of wrote to you way before this
I’m asking for the skills to mend the fence between us and my husband brother family.
We real never had any real problems with Earl and Tadita until her mom Ulanda showed up.
Let me give you a run down on what went on...One winter evening Tadita took her mom and her step dad to look for some animals. Well they end up getting stuck.
Some how they were miss communication between all involved. Earl was out looking for them and Murphy arrived at Earl and Tadita home. Tadita and her mom was bad mouthing Earl and calling him a “worthless piece of shit” Murphy said to Ulanda and Tadita “You shouldn’t be talking bad about someone who trying to help you. Well Murphy told me he saw such a glare from Ulanda.
Then a little while later Murphy and his brother smoked some pot and Earl got stone and said “Ulanda ask if we were swingers” then he said “Oh we just know the same people”
honest time...We both have swung at different times in our life never with each other.
After they got stuck in the snow they real didn’t want anything to do mainly with Murphy. Couple of other things I question what happen.
Why would their youngest Son who was around 5 or 6 then look at Murphy and say “My mom and Grand mother hates you”
One day we were over at their home and Tadita said with a nerves chuckle and said “My mom ask if we were swinger”
One day Murphy and his brother went for a drive and talk. As I gather I understand Earl had Murphy calm down until he said “Thank God you never said any thing to Ulanda about us it would ruin my marriage”
One day I called up Earl and ask if Ulanda knew we were swinger and his voice went up 10 octaves and he said “I don’t recall”
Let me confess something of what I did wrong “I was over to their home about everyday” I had problem with staying home alone’ since they put me on zoloft it seem to be much better.
One day Murphy was feed up with there better then thou attitude and handed Ulanda a fold up picture of Earl, Tadita and I headless nude picture and wrote on it “lair doesn’t prosper”. To show Ulanda that they do or does the same thing we were doing or was doing. This picture was given to Ulanda along time after all the crap that I menchin above.
I believe Earl and or Tadita had something to do with telling Ulanda we were swingers and they couldn’t or shouldn’t have anything to do with us.
I have no problem Earl and Tadita contacting you at anytime you wish to contact Earl or Tadita I will give you the contact information until then I will respect their privacy, something they don’t do with a lot people.
I’m not interested playing tic for tac just the skill to start mending the fence between the two families
To put it a nut shell..Ulanda and Tadita stab People in the back and Earl has no guts to stand up to them.
. I will send Earl and Tadita a copy of this letter I believe in being pretty much up-front. I real don't think Earl and Tadita will appear on the show and I feel the fall out isn't all of our fault if it was Tadita and Earl would go on the show and point their finger at us. To be quite honest I don't see any reason to show up on the show if Earl and Tadita isn't willing to go. I have no problem sharing anything you may need. Neither one of us are rich people I like to see the fence mended and good gate put up.
Peppylady article

Ziggy

My battery cover for our camera hasn’t yet arrived. I didn’t start to do this post hoping my part for our camera would come so I could of taken some picture of new addition.

We got a new cat and his name is Ziggy. My client Callie daughter Patty gave me her Cat. I guess she got up set that Ziggy was chancing after birds anyhow I don’t think he was neuter right because he still spray.
He bright yellow cat with crooked tail. Confession time...I thought they name him after the zig zag papers. I was wrong he was name because his tail at the end looks like a letter “Z”

Oh I wish my battery cover would show up

I Sure Talk the Talk

Yesterday I took my client Callie to the Bonner General Hospital for hand surgery, not sure how to spell the medical term let lone pronounce it. It was just a day surgery

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I met to bring my book I am reading Wicca for One which I don’t have far to go to finish it.
So instead I read a pile of magazine articles. I read about how to have a better marriage, all sorts of good sounding recipes, money saving tips, organization tips, how to be a better person, and hole bunch of things. Sure I’ve picked up tips on about everything. I’ve been taught how to handle a home to keep clean and organize but do I. honest time...I talk the talk but I sure don’t walk the walk
I also have other skills to make our life better. Like I could do weekly meal planning, I could add little something to our home like pictures to wall make simple window coverings and I don’t.

Confession time...I have a hang up over too strict of a routine I’ve seen people who have such of rigeur routine almost right down to the minute. When things don’t go as they should and they get off of their plan. Everything to them goes to hell in a hen basket

But if I think if I have some kind of ritual. I’m trying to become a better person. I’ve start four things in my ritual. On weekdays I spend no more then 2 ½ hours on the computer, ether walk or go to curves almost dailies I do take one day a week off, meditate in the morning Confession time....I love to set outside have the sun to my face, and look at different designs and color with my eyes close and listen to nature talk and no food after dinner but if I do get hungry I eat plain popcorn.

July Weather Report

July, hot hot and hot.
The warmest day in July was the 23rd it got up to 106
The coldest day in July was the 31st it got down to 38.7
The average high for July was 81.9 and the average cold for July was 47.0.