Today Is Saturday July 4 2020, This Is What Happen

Stay home on the 4th July our town had a parade slash protest. Mainly Trump supporter. Who every in charge of firework, didn't get a permit and insurance coverage. Well there those who don't believe in either permits and insurance. Plus other stuff.
Then there going down to local fairgrounds and I guess socialize. Don't think I will be welcome with my mask. That ok. They have every right to petition our government. Not even sure if they are not. But I am sure our local news sort is covering it.

Got the new appliance in.  Cook stove and dryer all natural gas. Hope no new appliance will be needed in close future.
Got the old appliance loaded in back of pick up. Mostly stove needs to be haul off to landfill the oven isn't safe it doing electrical sparks. Going to write on it with marker "unsafe"

My friend Qunella came over and she doesn't have a computer and she want to order her son a model of a HARLEY and some TOOLS for doing models.
I haven't got my jet, I started.

It only four days into the month. Second weigh in for the month. I like to weigh on even days during the month. I was up.
But I been lacking in three things to loose weight. Water, exercise; haven't done any real walking. and over eating.
Plus I want to give my tub good scrubbing and how hard could that be.

Thought I mention some place on one my social media account. I am leaning to only getting news in Morning. I feel like I been bombarded with news.
For some unknown our Idaho public station is possessed in the morning. But not later in day. I like DEMOCRACY NOW
What my ideal would be half hour of local news out of Spokane, Then one three main network like ABC, CBS or NBC. And flip over to Democracy Now.

I like the stories on CBS SUNDAY MORNING

Hubby is still having trouble with rash. Change laundry soap and rash is no more or less. Starting to wonder if it some type of nerve.
Haven't babied him and not going to start. Far from saying I am not going to against him. I strongly believe if spouse needs to be called out. Go for it.
If I am out of line in some area, or what ever. I need to know but I expect them to do it non accusable and civil. I know I demand, want and need  a lot.

Hubby and I are heading up into the mountains tomorrow. Personal I hope we head up to Smith Creek.

Coffee is on

Today Is Thursday July 2 2020, This Is What Happen

Hubby rash is slightly better. Looking a little lighter. We switch laundry soap when we got our new washing machine. There was some tide pods.
Ok, I am going to grip a little here...The perfume smell is little much. Not sure why he breaking into a rash yet. Hoping it the laundry soap. But if it was soap wouldn't his feet break out, because of his socks, see there no rash on his feet.

Today is our anniversary. Confession time...I forgot well more like, I wasn't sure of date. We got married in 88 and before that we live together for five years. Was it always easy being married no.

There is time I feel there no different between my job and home. Today once I came home. I had to hear what possible went wrong and hard his day. I know being the home maker isn't all like what it is cracked up to be.
First thing as walk into the door. I hear how bad his day is. He didn't have the kids at home messing up the place.
Liz was trying not to get up set over a letter she received from new land lord of the apartment she living in.
That they might be raising her rent. Well HUD has a set rate for state and county. Plus they need to give a 60 day notice before any action is taken.
Not sure what the current rate in my area for a two bedroom apartment.
The senior and disability apartment is a lot less. Regis pays $189 for his one bedroom place and there not a bad place.
But the lady who runs the senior apartment is a bully.
She was some what trying to freak out, but mange to hold together.

One thing I like to do is cut back on news. I keep debating with my self less in morning or less in evening. Or just complete skip TV news and just get news off the internet
I like to be informed and know what going on it world.

As for you tube video in July, I plan to do three of them. One will be about tarot cards that makes me uncomfortable. 

Last night my mind would shut down. I was stupid and took a personality disorder  test of at PSYCH CENTRAL and it was some what interesting. I don't recall my weakness and strength.
But at times I look my social media mainly blog and my video as my therapy.

After work yesterday, I watch ZEITGEIST one of my cousin and I have like around 50 first cousin. 27 on my mom side.
I know very little about my dad side.
My first cousin son mention this movie. Here is five words I would use to explain my thoughts is...wow, weird, strange, different, and conspiracy. All and all I wouldn't give it much of passing grade.

Coffee is on

June Report 2020

It might sound strange I have desire to keep track of my life. But I don't know why I can't complete this task. And also I question why have desire to keep track trivial facts.
My monthly report isn't what I want. But it is what it is. Hopeful I can develop the necessary to complete a bullet journal.

I did finish the second quarter of my weight lost journal and did get down to 200 pounds and stayed with three pounds of my goal weight.
I did start a goal weight for the third quarter. My goal is to be down to 193 by end of September. 190 would be better. So that .75 pounds a day.

Once again I did PERSONALITY INSIGHT This time the site said I had weak analysis....

You are inner-directed, shrewd and can be perceived as inconsiderate.

You are independent: you have a strong desire to have time to yourself. You are philosophical: you are open to and intrigued by new ideas and love to explore them. And you are calm-seeking: you prefer activities that are quiet, calm, and safe.

You are motivated to seek out experiences that provide a strong feeling of organization.

You are relatively unconcerned with both achieving success and taking pleasure in life. You make decisions with little regard for how they show off your talents. And you prefer activities with a purpose greater than just personal enjoyment.

From month to month I can not recall which I choose from what I call the list.

It says I am more likely musical movies...I haven't seen that many. But I couldn't image a movie or TV show with out music.

Impulsiveness 64%...It bothers me when people don't plan or have some direction. But I sure don't calculated every second of my life.  I would say this would be 30 to 40 percent range.

Sympathy 92% Not sure what the advantage of having this in such high range. But I am glad it up there. Even those who I disagree with I don't wish ill upon them. 

Confession time....Had to look up impulsiveness to get better under standing of the word.

Coffee is on 

Today Is Monday June 29 2020, This Is What Happen

Murphy went and had a Covid 19 test, and it was negative. But now he seeing the doctor about his rash.
Will share the results tomorrow, along with my weight.

 Stop in at both of the thrift store, looking for a plain note book. Neither of thrift store had one. I was the only one with mask on.
I find it irritating  that I am protecting Trump supporters. Well I have to look at there not protecting each other.
Social distance is pretty easy here.
Well I was going to put note book in the NINJA bag.

Just short post and I was with in my calorie 

Coffee is on

Today Is Sunday June 28 2020, This Is What Happen

I thought I would of posted by now. It was toss up I was tired and or real nothing new to blog on. 

Hubby and I went to store and got new gas cook stove. Our stimulus check has gone for three new appliances. Dish washer is fairly new still.
I am trying to think when we got our fridge.

Off to the doctor tomorrow. Hubby got rash that covers 80% of his body. No real fever and been taking ANTIHTAMINE  can't say that really helping, but it not getting worst.
He has a slight dry cough. And around 4 in the evening his left hand by his middle, index finger and thumb slightly swells up and by morning it back to normal.
Of carouse one is so worried about Covid and it strange virus, to say the lease. If this article is correct 20% GETS SKIN RASH  with covid.
Not trying to jump to conclusion. If they send him over to get tested. We both have to quarantine for 14 days. Since I am spouse not sure if they will test me or figure we both might have it.
I will be able to draw unemployment.

Mask still not popular here in Idaho. As we went down to Spokane stop in at Sandpoint Super One and saw or seem like more people in store had masks on. But still not the majority.
Washington state you have to wear a mask out and about, or you could possible get a ticket for a misdemeanor fine. In Washington it up $1,000 fine and or up to 90 days in jail.
Murphy talk to his sister faith and she says hardly anyone there where mask either she is down around Courd' Alene
I just don't get it what people have problems with MASK.

Not of very CONSISTENT person but wouldn't call my self a WISH WASHY person either. I honestly thought the bullet journal would help. I use to make list of things I want to accomplish and just wrote it on piece of paper. But then I had issue with paper clutter. I still don't have printer.
Two more days of June and last day I will be setting my new quarterly goal for my health. Plus I haven't given up on my bullet journaling. Plus I been told if you write it down you will more likely to complete it.
I been watching Dr Who video with JODIE WHITTAKER, actual I would like to start with the first FIRST DOCTOR WHO which was WILLIAM HARTNELL. I also like RED DWARF

Today Is Thursday June 25 2020, This Is What Happen

A smooth day all way around. Still trying to get my ninja bag together. Thought I would of be delivering my ninja bag, today or tomorrow. But look like it will be going, finger cross beginning of next week.

End of this post I made a short video on our local wine ninja...

We have our first case of COVID 19 and still people think it a hoax. My husband isn't feeling smurfy and wondering if he has covid. 

He ask me how to get test for covid. And the hospital rather keep there numbers down for emergency department. 

So he first need to get a order from his doctor for lab to run any test. Which includes such thing as xray.

I know the medical clinic we use send there patient over to our local health dist. 

Plus it just could be a summer cold.

I was wondering about SUPER ONE and there policy with there employees and mask. See where I live none of there employees wear masks. But if you to the one in Sandpoint all of there employees have mask on.

I ask on a local facebook group hoping to get an answer. One person thought it was because Sandpoint county of Bonner has reported 24 covid cases. And before today we had no reported cases.

Other people who I would guess are Trump supporter and believes this entire thing is a hoax.

Coffee is on

Today Is Wednesday June 24, This Is What Happen

Not sure what three words I want to start today post with. It doesn't matter.

Off and on all day I kept thinking to my self. I should be doing. It an on going list. Plus it doesn't matter where I start.

I did watch a dvd about AARON SWARTZ. The five words I would use to desribe this video. boring, intriguing, rapacious, advocate, and sad.
This dvd was called THE INTERNEY OWN BOY
After watching this I got a Reddit account. Still learning my way around. I believe I would like to watch more dvd or films of less known film makers.

Over father day my oldest son Sawyer came up with family and visited. Middle grand daughter also middle grand child is telling grandpa a story.
Hoping to next month a chance to go to Spokane and visit other grand daughters.
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Pretty much daily I like Covid 19 report for five northern county here panhandle of Idaho. I checked with PANHANDLE HEALTH DIST. There two counties so far no reported cases, and one is where I live Boundary.
I am not a big watcher of fox news. But the state west of me, Washington is making face mask MANDATORY.
This actual remind me when seat belts came out, and some people had issue with it. But some people have trouble with change. My dad had trouble with change. I have wonder why some people is uncomfortable with change.

Coffee is on

Today Is Tuesday June 23 2020, This Is

It findly wamed up in Northern Idaho. So we stuck in our standing air condition. And the small bedroom has lap top and sewing machine in. It window on west side and sun beats in and it feels like sauna. I like to put in a small window air condition. Right now I am watch PBS news hour.

I was happy with my weigh in. So next Tuesday I will be sending up my quarter goal. Our weight lost group weighing and meeting was in Tuesday. And I'm going to keep it that day. My weight was 201.6
If found it works better for me. If I weight only on even days. Except on Tuesday.

The apartment where Liz lives sold. She was worried about her section 8. See there not many options for those who have rental voucher.
The state picks up part of her rent. They say there up to market value. Oppion time...There not.
Well it looks like every thing is working out.


Went and had a cup of coffee with Qunella. I was parked across from the post office and as I was heading to work. Some lady had a card table with a small sign saying remove "Brad Little" I guess there was some type of petition...There a few up here been on a crusade to remove our govermor.
There some who up set that our governor shut down the state to do Covid. They seem to be plenty of those who thinks it hoax or rapture.
Statement time...There Nuts.

I was hoping and tried to make a you tube video and just a little ways into making it. My SD card was full, so I need to go though the card. I keep saying I want to put my photo and such on a thumb drive.
But do I. The short answer is no.

Coffee is on

Today Is Saturday June 20 2020, This Is What Happen

Last two days it was so routine and I decided not to post. Plus I was tired. And wishing my retirement income would be same as Murphy when I was 63. Wondering how I could even make it till I was 65.

Weigh in this morning, one of first things I do. Well is what I need to do, what needs to change or corected in me getting more healthier both phyiscal and or emtionally. I might as well now give you a number 203 (92) and yes I did make my quaterly goal. But keeping a 3 pound (1.3 kilograms) maintenace.
Last two work days been out of wack when comes to eating. If I pack a common sense lunch I feel I can keep with in my calorie bounds of 1,600 to 1,800 and I loose weight without feeling hungry.

Murphy and I finished moving and organizing the cedar wood. The good stuff is pile in shed/barn. The rest is down in basement. I believe most of that will be used for kindling, and non hold fire. Large pieces of wood will hold fire much better. After labor day one could build fire in early hours and it will burn less then hour and take the floor coldness away.

Editor Note...Need to learn on how to work with new blogger. Tried to delate one of rose photos

The wind god(dess)  Anemoi dried clothes just fine. Not sure which way it arrive or left. 

Since I am talking about hubby at this time. In the old day and doing family history research I had relatives of pass get divorce, Grounds I ran into was some type of crulity and ususal with alchol, narcotic and or mentally abusive.
Then the other one was abandment
Confession time....when we were first married both of us want to be on top and both of us was cruel to each other. I recall in middle of night I grab his finger and bent them back  to tell him I am the boss.
Over years I learn to pick my battles and anytime you go to war. You might win but there going to be caulities.
Also I thought divorce would of been way to kind.
Let move forward to presant day...My husband get frustrate I believe quite easily, he lacks tools in handling frustration. Not saying I lack tools in some aspect in my life.
But he love going into wood and getting firewood. He made it so miserble because his way he handling the mole hill into mountain. I know our son Sawyer can't stand getting fired wood with him. Pretty sure Bart feels the same.
One thing he is no shape to get firedwood. Now I would hand him his divorce paper of firewood gathering. Then if he join and got involved with Christain Fundamental Evangelical church. Now watch me come back in my next life and be connect some how with fundamentals. 

Our local pagan group hasn't got together and we haven't had ritual since 2019. I believe it was Mabon. I personal been trying to do a small ritual on wheel of year.

Right now it first day of summer. Or I call Lithia. or Reckoning of time, The Holly King returns and defeats the Oak King. it cycle of world. Very slow days will getting shorter and crops will be pushed to be harvest. 

Next round for kings will be Winter Soltice or us pagan call yule. Oak king is strongest during the summer time. 

My little ritual was pretty short, with being just my self. Used Scotch and cherrios to toast the spirts and those who stop in. 

Candle couldn't kept going. 

Meditated a bit on merging and reunify. As many you know I lean to liberal side. But I know there conservatives and I have thing in common. Even if it simple as a chocolate chip cookie and we could find common ground.

I believe majorty want best for there neighbor and it doesn't matter how close or far. Also mediated on understanding less blaming and kindness.

I did world lay out with set of tarot deck. How I see or readed the three keys part I say was...:Crippling Emotion, Not or Being Wasteful, and Treating Other With courtsey. 

I even did personal lay out for my self/

A few of my flowers are in bloom. Like mention the deer before. There was deer who snorted duing my ritual. 

Well our community is doing a thing that you do gift package up and leave on someone door step. Just to brighten up someone day.

After Wednesday I will explain more and show what my summer bag will contain. And I might even show when the bags are drop off on some step.

Hope everyone enjoyed few flowers I got chance to photo and share. I might even link this blog to my other social media.

Today Is Wednesday June 17 2020, This Is What Happen

I mention the trump sign some time ago as one was entering a town from the south. Now after the big Orange trump sign, we have a sign that promote human rights.
It over on our local rant and rave page on facebook. I think it pretty darn awsome.


Usual when our local town makes national scene, it usual not good. Every state has it POOREST CITY Our City of Bonners Ferry Idaho, STATS
They also mention Havre Mountana, and that the poor city in Mountana and I have an Aunt lives there.

Over at Liz I am cleaning out her spare room. I wouldn't call it a day bed, but some call it that. Me personal I think it a twin bed.
She want to put it in the other spare room. It would be great for guess.
She became over whelm with all the stuff in there. So I am going though it carefully.

Liz told me this...She was across the street from her place. And this guy with Trump hat was yelling degrading marks to the young clerk.
Liz stuck up for the young clerk. The guy sound like a jerk.
One thing I can say for Liz she honest and truthful.

Regis I put a little more time on his porch. Hope to have cement all clean up and maybe next week start organizing him a work area, for his creative projects.

Not sure if I mention or not. I want to get broom tattoo put on top of my lower arm. And around the broom I want it to say "Sweep Away Injustices" This isn't the broom I will be using. I hope to draw my own. I do like bristle on it.
I want to get shirt and have something printed on it, to promote human right. Question time...what would have printed on your shirt to promote human rights...

Coffee is on

Today Is Tuesday June 16 2020, This Is What Happen

Before the rain and clouds and such. Not long ago I did a video and I was ask about mountain range behind me. Which was Purcells
Decided to take walk and tell about the three mountain ranges I can see from my home. Sorry it a little shacky.

Now things aren't going like I want to on this post. I want the video up on the very top. Oh well I never claim to be a professional blogger or vlogger.

Maybe I will actual like what every format it might be👀 

Good news. In my weight lost I find it better for me to set quarterly goals for weight lost. End of June my goal was to weigh 200.4 pounds. That was my 2nd quarter goal. I like to stay with in 2.75 pounds of set goal. Then end of June I will set anther quarter goal. If I keep my calorie count between 1,600 and 1,800 calories. I seem to do fine. I loose and not feel hungry.👄

We went down and got our dryer out of home depot. We ordered on line and one word I would use for there online ordering...

"Hassle" 

The closes home depot is in Ponderay and for some reason there site keeps telling me I live in Ponderay. Then the deliver people can't find it because they have the wrong town. Then we end going down to Ponderay store. Nice people. But corperate head quarter is anther story. Just like dealing with

government bureaucray. Well I am going to send e-mail to there main office. 

Murphy and I been sorting and stacking some cedar boards. 

The other day I got what I thought would work to hook audio to my camera. Trying to get rid of back ground feed. The camera I am using is a Kodak pixpro 401 and it doesn't have a jack connection. Now I figure I need to take it to our library and they have techie persons. That they will help you with such things dealing with technolgy. Not sure when the technolgy or the 3 d printer will be going. They just opened.

In five northern county where I live. Our first death has happen. It was in KOOTENAI COUNTY and there anther county between county I live in and kootenai.

Trying to get coffee table a little picked up. Mainly removing paper clutter. Now I find the align dew hicky.

Coffee is on