Today Is Thursday December 24 2020, This Is What Happen

 

First day off and I forgot the kitties treats. There is some wet food for them, so that will end up being the treats for them. Will go to town on the 26th. 

Finished up embroidery a horse, on block I am working on for Granddaughter. For eye I did what is called "French Knot" and had to little reviewing on how to do it. Now I'm on to Bridle and saddle. 

It does seem strange not going to see one my children for Christmas. Last Christmas hubby and I was flying to Medford Oregon. So glad a vaccine is here. 

Hubby and I was shopping Wednesday Morning and in one aisle there was gather of unmask women with there children. As we were passing them. I heard one say to the other. How long have you been in town? Her reply was "A week". Look like a upcoming possible Christmas gathering  Both stores was pretty packed up and still plenty with out mask. Confession...I been more depress then going though this covid adventure, but I mange to make it though 2020. Simple I kept my self occupied. 

It been a while since I pulled tarot card, and the one picked was "King Cups" and from listed of possible question in book of "Tarot for Dummies"...Question time...Might you manipulate others though their feeling? I had to google this question to get a better understanding of it. One common one is bully making other feeling scared and or fear of them. My father made me or I let my self feel like inadequate person, and will catch my self apologizing for just being, and doing nothing and no reason to offer apology. 

Some nights ago I had strange dream...I was art class and the teacher desk was up front and had long tables with chairs, non folding. Our backs would of been against the window. The desk had table easel with canvas about 14 by 20 inches. Only two of us was in class room the teacher and I. I painted my picture of abstract object and it had mostly blue colors. I left the class room and came back to get my painting. There was this other female now in room. As I was about ready to grab my painting. She grab it and toss it under the teacher desk and looked at me as I was repulsive. The teacher told her it was my painting. I then said to her. "I'm sorry we got off to bad start" I then woke up and start to think about the dream. I was apologizing to someone who showed no respect to me as person. 

Coffee is on and stay safe.