Yesterday. Murphy and I went up on Moyie River up by Canadian border. Attended a birthday party. Plenty of food and good company. It hard for us mostly living in North Idaho, like minded people. Although I know even like minded people don't see 100% on everything.
Went to my counseling section. Our main thing we talk about is day dreaming and how it puts dings and dents in my daily life. Although I do mange to function. I never thought Gene actual meant that much to me. She gave me some tools to deal with it. One is not to fight it. Use my journals, and also talked about WISE BRAIN
Did general crap around the place. Murphy and I made a choice to get a new riding lawn mower in Sandpoint. Goal is not to use credit card in July. I still need to get a few gift for granddaughters. Got one born in July and the other August.
Every so often. When I'm about ready to fall asleep. I see image as someone watch a slide show. Here is one of the image I saw. Never anything scary. The other night I saw ahead floating by. It wasn't severed. Just peacefully floating though the air. It called HYPNAGOGIC.
I should be done around Friday, with my dreaming. I used a scratch pad to rough up the floor.
Coffee is on.
...I'm a daydreamer too.
ReplyDeleteI believe there is song by the beatle that deal with day dreaming.
DeleteI’ve been trying to meditate but daydreaming takes over.
ReplyDeleteI need to do more meditate.
DeleteI'm glad you had a fun trip up by the border. Hooray for a new mower!
ReplyDeleteI hope this will be our last mower.
DeleteI tend to see visions (for want of a better word) when I am nodding off during the day.
ReplyDeleteMy day dreaming is nothing awful.
DeleteSometimes a death hits us hard for reasons that have nothing to do with the person who died. It might be the timing. Or how long it took you to find out about it. I hope you are able to process your emotions.
ReplyDeleteI will.
DeleteFun to be at the Canadian border!
ReplyDeleteWhen I try to meditate I just fall asleep, I guess I am relaxed anough already.
ReplyDeleteDid you ever see that movie where an old guy goes to see his friend, on his riding lawn mower, has encounters with lots of people along the way, including, repeatedly, a group of bicyclists. I didn't like it that much but....you getting a riding lawnmower made me think of it and if your car breaks down, just head to town on that.
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