Today Is Tuesday September 14 2021, This Is What Happening

 Morning seem to be the hardest, for me. My emotions are every way but loose. All over the place. When I wake up and still in bed. I don't want to get out of bed and face roller coaster ride in my head. But I know after a bit it will settle down. 

I'm still trying to take care of my self. At time I have push my way though. I have change to get anther client. But at time I just can't handle any more of a load. So I will go over and tell her what going on with my son. And try to a lease line her up with anther care giver.   

I've start back doing my exercise and walking routine. On even days I do exercises and than odd days I take a walk. If it rain I go on treadmill.  

I was about not to talk about "Well Being" And I might not be top notch at this time. But hiding and not dealing with things, isn't be "resilient" so that my word "resilient" At this time I need some professional help to find my strength. And help me figure out my emotions. 

In my overeaters anonymous workbook. I will be sharing this question from the book "What did these action cost me? Fat, and both health and emotional issues.

I start to get my supplies line up for anther page for the Brooklyn Sketch Library. I need to figure and practice on how to draw and open book. Had coffee with Lalita and Qunella, at Under the sun. Found out Lalita hasn't gotten the vaccine and at this point I don't think she will. She thinks there is stuff in shot, that the government isn't telling us. Found out her oldest Grandson had covid and was on ventilator for about two weeks, and now is a long hauler. My area isn't the fashion capital of world. Most people I would say dresses causal. But once in while you will see someone stepping out of box of small town. One lady came out of Under The Sun with animal print one piece outfit. Hair dyed silver grey and wearing shot cut boots. Quenella start to giggle about the lady dress. I thought it was awsome, that someone had the guts to step out of the box. Quenella every since I know her pretty much wore the same thing. Her fashion is hippy type skirt and white blouse. Same hair style also since I known her and simple braid down her back. I'm pretty sure her braid doesn't make it to the back of her bra. People walking around today I saw more people with there "face diaper" on. That what some people around here calls the covid mask.  

Coffee is on and stay safe