Today Is Saturday August 4 2021, This Is What Happen

 

Start to draw anther page for the sketchbook project in Brooklyn. This my version of Sagittarius going though Pluto. Something that needs to be call to attention. To me the hand holding the heart would be the hardest part of drawing. I do have hands drawn but  no photo of it. What issue do you think needs to attention called to?

This little girl, Granddaughter Wendy got on phone. And told me she was coming to the park to play with me. It brighten up my spirit. See Bart and his family along with his father in law Cyrus. They're heading up to Smith Creek and look around the CONTINENTAL MINE 

I usual don't have problems with depression and or anxiety as a whole. But this time I will fall into one or the other and struggle to find an emotional balance. Ages ago I was on LEXAPRO and ZOLOFT. But one of them I had trouble taking it gave me a constant head ache. I don't want high dosage that I can't feel emotions of any type. Which isn't all good. But I feel like I'm lacking or struggle to find any serotonin or if I get natural it gone fairly fast. Murphy was worried I would have melt down and start to cry in front of Bart, and so was I. I have no suicide or self harm ideals. But I'm going to make appoint Friday the 10th to see my doctor. For following week, to see if they might be able to help me. I mange to keep my self together at work, but it isn't easy. There been time I been time I would just bust out crying. It 

Murphy and I cut the window trim for the back windows. Notice more of leaves came off the birch by mail box. It been a while we had fired chicken heart for dinner. I'm starting to ask people both family and friends to do a blog post for me. I'm still wondering back in day how common to let other people make diary or journal entry in either one. I been on hunt for such an answer.

Coffee is on and stay safe