Maybe This

Did you know! Or maybe this would be a better statement. It doesn't matter.

Tuesday the 25th I voted. Things pretty much went the way I wanted considering I vote in Idaho. I feel like in the primaries I get to pick the worst of two evils. Not voting is chance of letting high grade of crap come in. The man who won our represtive on the repulican ticket was Labador who advestive him self as true convesative. I have to say I'm not at all impress when it come to the general election I'll be voting for Mimnickk Who is who I believe is “Blue Dog Democrate”

Work I can't even real blame it totally on work. I been having a on going battle with wide very of mood swing and it seems I been fighting with depression. Statement time...I hate my job and love my client. I do care for them but I'm total burn out I'm trying to get control of that burn out feeling. After a day of work I sure don't want to come and clean house.
I know the last few weeks it been hetic with my friend Quenella not having a rig. But now she got a 75 yellow custom 10 chev pickup. So now she got wheels and I won't feel so over whelm.
This should get my life under control

I believe it was a week ago last Friday my friend Quenella and I went to a John of God service at the Gardenia center. It was healing serving. I'm not sure what a healing serving but they all seem different. I don't believe this one is what I was looking for but Honest time....I'm not sure what I'm looking for either
I would have to say I had a chance to do a good mediation. I had a chance to leave my self for a short time.
I could feel the spirits moving but here the strange things. One sit North in the gardenia center just the way the pews are and the spirits felt heavy on my left side. Which would be toward the west or Selkirk mountain range.
I even seen waves of reds coming and going. Confession time...I haven't seen colors like this sense I did Acid back in late 70 and early 80's
I had a chance to do some deep mediation but I don't agree with the rules after words of letting the spirit heals one self. No sex for 40 days, no pork and etc things.
Plus I feel something like this needs and opening and closing. To me this a very important things and one needs to have control of what they let in form the spirit world.

Quenella would like to have a local get together and do healing circle. When she was married she and her late husband Micheal went to the Spiritualist church on the coast of Washington.
I think it would be fun to share with like minded people. She suggest our place. I would be morridfied if some people I didn't know saw my home.
I'm doing better with keeping up on the place. The days I only have one client I set the timmer for 40 minutes and 30 minutes and clean after dinner. It help us maintain some what.
On my days off I get chance to clean but I haven't done a deep cleaning. I do what I call a fairly good surfs cleaning.

It been chilly in the mornings and now my yellow Iris are blooming. Plus got two loads of wash done, dishes done, counters wipe of and there stuff still on them and some what organized.
Let see I got my kitchen and dinning room floor moped. This was done in 40 minute time blocks and goofing off for 40 minuted