Anxiety hit after talking to my son Bart. We had good conversation. But still in back of my head the dread word cancer will pop up. But they, and reason I say they. He and his wife is a working team, on majority life choices. There oldest child and my oldest granddaughter Claudia has Autism and they had some difficult time getting her diagnose. And they weren't impress with the pediatrician. I said "You live bigger population and have more choices for different doctors" Than we do. Bonners Ferry doesn't have my specialty doctors and we usually have to travel. Also told him that I been seeing a therapist. And one thing I learn most things in our lives, medical, emotional, spiritual, mental, and so forth. There no cut dry answer or tools to solve many thing in our life. Hopefully we come to understanding and road of life won't be as bumpy.
New moon is up. I took ritual shower. Just touch of little more than the everyday shower. I was down with selenium shampoo, wash my hair with same stuff. And raise down with salt and cinnamon together. Did prayer or I would term spell...Anyone welcome to use in the energy from it...For a better understand and not to be afraid of ones emotions.
Hubby and I wear an N95 when we are out in stores. Still majority here still choice not to get vax or wear a mask.
I would love to wear a colorful mask. Not dull N95. Well we're heading to Oregon on the 11th. The majority of people wears mask, and so I can have fun with different prints of mask.
It Sunday and I like expand on three post from last week. I count the post and assign a number to each one.
My first comment I'm using is SONG BIRD Glad to hear Bart is going hiking! Though you loved to see him...Yes I would love to see him. But he invited us down for Thanksgiving. We will make it, unless the roads are so bad. Plus I'm going to text him and remind him to take photos. Second comment came from BASTELMANIA and comment she left was...Hope you sleep better tonight, look after your self...Majority of time I sleep good. But I don't care my brain become active between 2 and 4 in the morning. And very last comment is from BRAIN HOME his comment was Glass Wear sure is pretty. Enjoy the JUNDT ART MUSEUM and would like to see some other exhibits. This collection was from 19C and after new year collection will be of Art from the bible.
Confession...I miss culture events. With low vax and low mask participation. I'm careful of where I go. They had a play called SWAN SONG. Sort of wish say screw it. I been vax and put my mask and went.
Decided to take a look at one of my old post, from JULY 25 2005 Well the deer, white tail pretty munch the tree down to nothing. I still had dreams back than and still do. But with covid things sure change. I first thought of putting a art studio in basement and renting art time to people. With covid things. And our vax number it not worth the hassle. So now I don't need as much space.
Coffee is on and stay safe
Purple print on a grey background is VERY hard to read. I am sure Bart will be fine, but I am sorry to hear Claudia has Autism. Hopefully they can get the help they need, especially with things like schooling.
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ReplyDeleteGlad you were able to talk with Bart. Some people just get hit with all sorts, yet others appear to coast through... It was good you managed to perform your new moon ritual. Cleansing in every respect! YAM xx
If you're on facebook look up Adrienne Withthe Cats. She's in Medford and she is so funny and helps lots of cats. Have a safe trip to Oregon. You're probably flying not driving, but if you drove you'd zoom right past me, within a mile, if on the freeway.
ReplyDeleteI like what you said, so true
ReplyDeleteThere no cut dry answer or tools to solve many thing in our life. Hopefully we come to understanding and road of life won't be as bumpy.
Life for some can be very challenging and we do not have all the answers. Whenever I go to crowded places I will wear double mask. 1 layer of surgical mask or N95 and the outer layer is a cloth mask. For the cloth mask, I will choose nice and colourful ones.
ReplyDelete...health concerns are a struggle of life and I hope that those in your family work out well.
ReplyDeleteI hope your anxiety will ease and that Bart will get the best available treatment. Your ritual cleanse sounds good :) Masks aren't being warn much here, I wish they were and I still wear mine.
ReplyDeleteHealth issues can sure seem challenging and overwhelming at times but we hope all will be just fine.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you will be going to Bart’s for thanksgiving. Enjoy.
ReplyDeleteI understand your anxiety about your son. I would feel the same. Hope he is doing well.
ReplyDeleteYou could always wear a colorful mask over the N95 ;)
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