Not Good Enough

Confession time...I’ve got a hang up about having guests on my home. I’m always thinking their compare me with the whole world
I might not have it perfectly decorate but I don’t live in scalar either. Honest time...I feel that I’ll never measure up I could have a Magazine picture perfect home but I still feel that I wouldn’t measure up. Confession time...I don’t expect other people home to be magazine perfect

I try to look presentable when going out in public or knowing company is coming. I still even have a hang up in this area but not as bad as my home style

Honest time...I’m my own worst créteil when it comes to my work on ceramics. I’m picking my work apart. I know I do good work mainly painting eyes

When I was growing up...My mother would say...”You did a good job but__________. And start to nick picked a part.
My father would say things to other people knowing that I could hear. It seem like he bad mouth me to other people and I feel like I need to compete with the whole world

My camera is having trouble....blaaaaaaah!