Had every intention of doing a post yesterday, after work and talking to my therapist. But I was wipe out mostly mental, emotionally, and spiritual. Like my entire thought were gone. Sort of scary and relieved. My physical body seem to be the only thing intact. But my mind could come up with to do or say.
This morning I finish up filling out the paper on line for my Affordable Care Act. Others Obama care. But our state didn't want anything to do with "Obama Care" but by law they had to. They made up there own program. But still in around about way it still "Obama Care" and it work for our family. But I find it irritating I have to sign up for Medicaid and knowing I'm going to get refuse. But it only way I know how I'll get my my medical insurance tax credit. But once got it done. I was so glad. Well things and ideal like this gets under my skin. For simple reason it plain stupid. For family of 2 here in Idaho your income needs to be under 2,004. I can see we're over this amount.
This reminds me of my mother. When I was going to read she found some trifling chore to do. Like clean the door knobs. I have less of issue with it, but times I still feel like I need to sneak and read something.
It been snowing all day. 14 days until the new year.
Liz and Regis seem to be settle down more. Hopefully in very near future my job can get back track. I mean hours I'm assigned. The state assign them how my hours of help they can get. But I understand life happens. My paycheck got wacked pretty good for last three months. For several reason, covid and death of last year of Liz son Ike and this year Dave. I'm not sure how well I would do in that situation. Loosing two children just to almost year to date apart. With Christmas coming up, and I choosing taking off 24, 25, 26, and 27. I was thinking of taking of the same over New Years. But I believe Regis has schedule Dr Appointment I believe on January 3 2022. But I better check my calendar. But if we doesn't I won't go back until the 4th. Than I hope my hours get back to some what normal.
Haven't done anything creative. But thinking I wouldn't during the holidays. I now have to finish wrapping gifts and getting out cards out. I did get some photos organize from game camera. Slow going, but it going. I bought the tin man ornament for my tree this year.
Coffee is on and stay safe
I hope your job gets back on track soon. I can’t imagine losing one child, and Liz has lost two.
ReplyDeleteThe Christmas decorations are very pretty.
ReplyDeleteIt's good you got the medicaid form done, so if you ever qualify they already have your details.
ReplyDeleteHope you can relax and enjoy your Christmas and take a break from work and worries. Stay safe! Valerie
ReplyDeleteMedical coverage n the U.S. sounds so complicated to me.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are feeling better today, Peppy.
The tin man is an unusual ornament. Your memory of your mother reminded of mine - if I was caught drawing there always something to do instead of wasting time doing silly scribbles; years later as an adult I was surprised to see the art that got me a good pass at school age 15 hanging on her wall of all places!
ReplyDeleteNice photos, so sorry you felt wiped out, therapy must have been draining.
ReplyDeleteI love the tin man! It is perfect. Hope you have recovered from your therapy session and find it helpful.
ReplyDeleteThis time of year can be hard for many people, relax and roll with it.
ReplyDeleteTake the time out to rest.
ReplyDeleteWe all need to take a break from out lives sometimes
Hopefully your hours are restored next year
Take care of yourself
What a great gift for yourself...the tinman ornament
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel much better soon. I do like your tin man ornament, he's very cute!
ReplyDeleteI've had a similar weekend. I just don't want to do anything save lie in bed and play games on my phone. Sometimes we just need to not use our brains.
ReplyDeleteI do hope your Job gets back on Track, filling out Paperwork to receive any kind of Benefits, whether earned or having to qualify for, is always such a Dog and Pony Show. No wonder you feel emotionally and mentally spent GF! I have to assist the Grandson to fill out online his need to be put back on my Case file now that he's back living with us... I'm not looking forward to it even tho' it is far easier than him having to reapply and requalify for Benefits for Disabled Adults. I was Surprised he can be on my Case File until he's 22 actually, but he doesn't like to face doing anything with The System so has been procrastinating switching from his Washington State Benefits back to AZ Benefits before his 22nd Birthday in August. I told him if he waits too long, it won't be a smooth transition like it will be to convert at Age 22 if he's already in The System on my Case and they just move him to his own.
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