Self Focus

It Friday and I’m part of book blogging group called 12 secrets
This week topic is Self Focus

Time I wonder if I’m bi-polar when it comes to be in command of my own life. They are days I’m but together and seem to have well mapped out plan and there those days I don’t have one.
Well one thing I find out that work has plans A and plan B. I used to only go with one plan which was plan A and if that went to hell in hen basket I would be total frustrated and upset.
So then I learn not to depend on one plan so I made two plans of doing the same thing but in a different way and usual plan C would work out for best all around.
That what I called plan A and B in combo.

But resent my life and plans of creativity change and the world economy change my plans for a while.
I’m so thankful that my hubby Murphy is doing over 75% of the home chores as I’m at work.
But finding the energy and time to be creative.
I use to have a to do list when I stay home and some how that went by the way side since I started to work.
I’m not sure even how or what I need to put on a to do list.
I was so use to putting on things like dishes, laundry, garbage, dust and etc house hold chores.
But now with it all that done I should have time to create items but I don’t.

This line from page 90 did hit the nail on the head.…”Deadlines invoke the fear of god in me” says Barbara Sher
A dead line gives me the right to sit down and create instead of house cleaning or doing my taxes.
Note time...The fear of god/dess real don't put no fear in me or the devil/ess either
I know deadlines are fantastic things to complete goals but in lot a ways I make my time line to long.
In reason so I can put things off.
Recently in our T.O.P.S meeting we did our time capsule and one of the question how much weight do you want to loose 09 and I was going to put down 20 pounds.
The simple reason was that I could delay and making my goal a lot easier.
So I actual did put 40 pounds, which they don’t recommend that anyone loose over a pound week on the average and their 52-week in a year.
I’ve done this on other things so I can drag things out. I seem like I’m not late for appointments but when it comes to project.
It just not the weight lost things I’ll do it on quite a few projects.
My slight Scarlett O’Hara personality sure lights a tiny flicker in me

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I did get around to do some embroidering on pillowcases that I plan to give out for the Christmas 09 gift exchange.
But my stains came out then I notice their was a mark from the older embroidery hoops I was using so I’ll pretreat them with basic H and it works so well