I have mention that I felt like a ping pong ball being bat about in life. I now feel like I got batted off the table and am waiting for someone to pick me up.
In simpler term I was having anxiety attacks and now I’m suffering from depression
I’m a person who likes there ducks all in roll although it doesn’t have to prefect but when there scatter all over I feel I have no direction in my life and this is how I’m feeling.
As you I said before I was going to leave my job in June but Murphy got fired from Tree R Us and I personal I’m glad he got fired and he didn’t quite it very plain to see that he got fired for reporting racism at the work place and Mike didn’t want to or didn’t know what to do about Edan calling people Nigger.
The way Tree R Us handle racism is to fire the person who is being called names.
Enough on this
Murphy got hired up at Cold Hardy Tree Nursery and the field he working at is between Copeland and Porthill.
Which is quite away more to drive then he did in the past.
Not sure how long this job will last one time we are thinking it may come to a close end of May and the next moment that they talk about project that they may keep him on. My hubby has over 15 years working with trees.
I still want to go into ceramics I was planning to pour slip in the morning on these days. Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Then do some lighter chores around the home front.
Then on Tuesday do my thru cleaning and no ceramics. I thought of doing a small pouring of slip on Thursday and focus more toward other things that needs to be taken care of.
So at this point I’m not sure what is going on and it’s giving me anxiety. I’m trying to figure out some way of getting my ducks back in roll and I figure for while I may pour on Thursday and Saturday.
Honest time…I need a hydrometer So I can measure my specify gravity
I know what anxiety and depression is all about...I don't wish that on anyone! With your hubby's job situation, it's no wonder you've been feeling so anxious about everything. Hopefully things will settle down soon and you'll start to feel better again. Keep busy...that's how I get through it! xox
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear you are having financial worries, they are the worst. My husband has had to change jobs a couple of times in the past year. I hope things will work out, so that you can get your ceramics business up and running. It sounds like you would be really happy doing your ceramic stuff.
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