My Attitude...Which I Don't Like

Recently I don’t like my attitude. I have a hard time dealing with my panic attack, depression or being pissed off

I was taking Paxil for my mental state. Well that stuff gave me such a headache. Now I’m going to try lexapro . They wrote me a prescription for 14 days and it cost me almost $45 bucks.

Sometime with out warning I’ll have this feeling like I’ve been put into a coffin in my mind and a basically an inclosed feeling.
I know one time I was in yokes and out of blue I felt like someone put me in a coffin and nailed the lid shut.
Yokes is a large supermarket with very large elise. A least I know I was having a panic attack and didn’t make a fool of my self

honest time...I don’t want to do home care anymore I think my client Callie is easy to get along and easy to please. So I don’t have a problem with Callie.
The company I work for pays their non C.N.A $7.90 an hour and they paid this 5 years ago. I wanted to buy a new dish hutch and put more into the ceramic business. Well with everything going up including gas at $2.49 a gallon for regular.
We had to pay off two medical bills which ran about a little over $1200. feeling time...sure glad that behind us
If I stayed with this company and next year they’ll be paying me the same wages. feeling time...I have this real pissy mood and I don’t like it.
I keep threaten was gas hits $3.00 a gallon for regular gas here in Bonners Ferry nicely demand a .75¢ an hour raise. honest time...I don’t give it much chance of getting a raise. Once gas hit $3.00 bucks a gallon I can’t afford to drive to work and in my own mind it will be easier to quite
Anyhow I said I’ll put in anther year if gas stays under $3.00 bucks a gallon

Sometime after a panic attack I have a feeling of depression. Then also my pissy attitude about all most everything which I don’t like this way of thinking is what I think is causing depression.
feeling time...I’m pissed about my job that feels like a dead end job. I’m pissed off because I can’t get any of my home or yard project and I’m pissed because my ceramic isn’t going at the rate I want it to.

Ok I’m trying to think of feel positive about something. So I guess I’ll grab at straws. The stir fry I made came out good. Plus today Quenelle and I got her site the way she wanted it. The only thing to do is google ad word the thing click to pay