swinger party

Last night my husband and I went to swing club in Postfalls. If someone ask why we do it or should I say "I". It fun, meet nice people and to build or help my hubby self esteem. Do I get anything out of? I'm not sure. Sound strange.
I want to be with a non smoker so I can smell and taste a man. Well I thought I found a man that could put me over the edge and cum in my twatt. Or give him a complete blow job never done that at swinger party of any kind. Well he masterbate my pussy quite well. A few things did'nt work as plan. I found out he had some medical promblem that made getting hard on diffucult and the usual first time jitters.
I was in this cubbie sucking his dick and their was this other man watching and masterbating with his large cock. What I want it the other man the one that was masterbating to stick his cock way down in to my twatt. Slowly thusting and gaining speed. As he doing this my pussy drip on to his balls. I want one to shoot loud in my mouth so I can swallow it. The other shoot load of cum in my twatt.
So much about that it did'nt work out even close to that.
Rest of my life is pretty routine. Taking care of business working over time trying stay a flout or getting head.

My husband needs to pay attention

Boy the only time my hubby pays attention to me if he got a hard on and thats on a daily bases. I want him to pay attention to me when he don't have a hard on. I feel like I'm lacking emotional and conversation attention. When he comes home from work the only thing he does get on the computer down loads video clips and beats off. After he does that he ready for sex and bed.
I did say something this morning about how I feel that I was missing his attention. I some how feel guilty when I complain about something.
If I was going to say a negative thing about my dad that he also grip about everything.
This morning I stop at an estate sell and they had a brand new husky riding lawn mower for nine hundred dollars. Well they would'nt take a check so I had to rush to the bank. A person got their before me and bought it. A a good riding lawn mower is three thousand or more.
Now I'm home playing on the computer. I'm waiting for a phone call from one of my clients from home care. She was going to be gone most of the day to do laundry.
My other client went to the vet hospital over in spokane and I'll be lacking 8 hours on my next pay peroid and I real don't want to be lacking for more hours.
What I'm hoping she will be back early enough that I can get her home done this evening.
My second choice would give her 2 hours tommorow and 1.75 on saturday. My last choice would be start at 10AM and finish up at 1:45 in the afternoon.
I just want to have a weekend off. Let see if I can post a picture

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I was planning to keep a daily journal of my world. Such as thoughts, even get up on my soap box, and odds -n- ends.
I now wonder how many people ask for advice or get feedbacks from these blogs. Well for the weather it been sunny and nice. Peppylady