organizing time

Last night I worked on a time schedule and hope full it will work. Maybe I need self-dieseline computer time Monday, Thursday and Friday are from 8:30 til 9:00 in the evening. Where I’m now on the dang computer. Right now I got schedule house work and work on getting my home business going. Ok I’m sold I should get off this computer less then 15 minutes and get out to shop and clean it.

swinger party

Last night my husband and I went to swing club in Postfalls. If someone ask why we do it or should I say "I". It fun, meet nice people and to build or help my hubby self esteem. Do I get anything out of? I'm not sure. Sound strange.
I want to be with a non smoker so I can smell and taste a man. Well I thought I found a man that could put me over the edge and cum in my twatt. Or give him a complete blow job never done that at swinger party of any kind. Well he masterbate my pussy quite well. A few things did'nt work as plan. I found out he had some medical promblem that made getting hard on diffucult and the usual first time jitters.
I was in this cubbie sucking his dick and their was this other man watching and masterbating with his large cock. What I want it the other man the one that was masterbating to stick his cock way down in to my twatt. Slowly thusting and gaining speed. As he doing this my pussy drip on to his balls. I want one to shoot loud in my mouth so I can swallow it. The other shoot load of cum in my twatt.
So much about that it did'nt work out even close to that.
Rest of my life is pretty routine. Taking care of business working over time trying stay a flout or getting head.

My husband needs to pay attention

Boy the only time my hubby pays attention to me if he got a hard on and thats on a daily bases. I want him to pay attention to me when he don't have a hard on. I feel like I'm lacking emotional and conversation attention. When he comes home from work the only thing he does get on the computer down loads video clips and beats off. After he does that he ready for sex and bed.
I did say something this morning about how I feel that I was missing his attention. I some how feel guilty when I complain about something.
If I was going to say a negative thing about my dad that he also grip about everything.
This morning I stop at an estate sell and they had a brand new husky riding lawn mower for nine hundred dollars. Well they would'nt take a check so I had to rush to the bank. A person got their before me and bought it. A a good riding lawn mower is three thousand or more.
Now I'm home playing on the computer. I'm waiting for a phone call from one of my clients from home care. She was going to be gone most of the day to do laundry.
My other client went to the vet hospital over in spokane and I'll be lacking 8 hours on my next pay peroid and I real don't want to be lacking for more hours.
What I'm hoping she will be back early enough that I can get her home done this evening.
My second choice would give her 2 hours tommorow and 1.75 on saturday. My last choice would be start at 10AM and finish up at 1:45 in the afternoon.
I just want to have a weekend off. Let see if I can post a picture

mmmmm

I was planning to keep a daily journal of my world. Such as thoughts, even get up on my soap box, and odds -n- ends.
I now wonder how many people ask for advice or get feedbacks from these blogs. Well for the weather it been sunny and nice. Peppylady

gee whats going on

Still trying to loose weight. Breaking ole habits hard to do. No real exersise and did'nt eat well. I have had worst days.
Gas went up again by dime. Gas here is at $2.29. I wish he and I would get a dime raise every month.
Now back to getting into shape. I say over and over again. I'm going to ethier walk or skip rope. Sometime I do it and other time I don't.
Lift weight or doing bands is also what I should be doing. My tension are good but I never follow threw with them.
My oldest son is pretty sick with struap throut on antibotics (how every you spell it).Went Wal mart bought 2 mums a purple and yellow ones. A pony pack of pansey and some pholox. Got someother stuff don't want to bore you with it. Peppylady

Suffering and fear

To me it seem to boil down to fear and suffering. Long as you live on this earth you should live in a suffering envirmont or be afraid of something. That's what kind of message I get from the right wing political and or religous groups. I just don't understand what the purpose for it. I know at time life can be diffucult. Mater a fact pretty discomfortble. In general I've been pretty happy with my life.
I still want to know what the reason to live in fear and or suffer.
Worked this morning and put some rocks around my flower bed. I even move a piece of dirft wood. Like to find some goldish brown rocks to finish one section out.

people who don't

Yesterday we had our local MO levy here in Boundary County. It failed!!! the yes votes got 48% (1220) and the no votes got 52% (1302). Well when this levy came up they said "If it does'nt pass we won't be running a 2nd levy". With W in office and his tax cut. Our school dist is going to make major cuts and it going to effected our school dist majorly.
I don't understand why people our so agaist social programs. My boys are getting a good education at local public school. Their a certain (Small %) who voice their opiun about they ought to close the public school. Maybe these people will have their way.
Anyhow gas up to $2.19 a gallon.
Clean most of my kitchen today. Need to get rest of my house done before I go off to work and to my business classes Friday. Peppylady

lack of words

I want to get on my soap box and give my spill and I don't even know what about. I went to work. Paid a libary fine of $2.60 and went to bank. Them stop by the local got a few items. On the way home my hubby was taking the rig in to tire shop to get a flat fix. So I had to turn around and pick up my son from school. He got and awfull cough and running a fever.
Raining like crazy most of the day.

why live in fear

I often wonder why some people put fear in us to control us. This morning I went to church haven't been in a church for ages and they still put fear in us by saying what we should be fearing. It good sense to have fear but we can have so much fear in us that we become a cripple.
They mench the red lodge (I think thats the name of school) in Minnasota. They saying this could happen in our small town of Bonners Ferry. Sure it could happen here as anywhere eles. Why be shelder in fear and never grow.
I'm about ready to start cooking ham for easter dinner. Plus two salad macorni and plop. Rice and dinner rolls. Oh also green olives. Cheese cake for dessert. Peppylady

non excitting

It Saturday and it pretty routine today. I don't want to bore people with my opioun on my thinking. Give me a few years I'll have this country going in the right direction. Be quite honest I'm a pinko or a liberal
Butch(Dog) and I went for a 30 minute walk before it started to rain. I did a few minute work out with the bands. I guess I did ok in eating. I can pinch more then and inch around my waste. Be quite honest with everyone. I can pinch a good handfull of fat.
Did general house work. Nothing real major.
Worked on my business plans. The areas' I worked on when, where, and what shows I'm looking for in 2006. Plus I worked on a purchase list of supplies I'll need.
Went to the store to buy Easter dinner. I wanted to get a bone in ham. They were all out. So "dispointed" see what happen when you wait to last minute. Got for $1.55 a pound. I spend $60 for food today.
As I was comming home it was snow and rain combo.

some people

My husband works at a local tree farm and we keeps bringing home call trees'. Our son pointed out. He and his brother will be gone and when we 80 years old that we will be out raking.