Friday, September 30, 2005

late,late. what will happen.

It bothers me when people who are continue late for everything. "I rather be an hour early then a minute late" It real don't bother me when a person is late once in a great while.Confession time Some people who are continuely late I always tell them an half hour to an hour before the actual time or I just leave them. . This isn't something worth loosing a friendship over.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

snobbery

“Some people think their shit doesn’t stink but their farts sure gives them away.” Using my mother quote to describe a snob. One think I don’t care for is snobbish people who thinks or act as they are superior then anyone else. When they get around other who may have some let say “clout” they will “kiss their ass and act so intelligent, actual to me they look like "court jester”
Today in class we had a discussion on body language. One of the classmates sits with her arm across and one othe classmate in apologetic tone said “ their two ways to interrupters that: Your shy or your snob. I never considered crossing your arm is being a snob. I consider for body language for a snob would be someone who rolled their eyes back. or wouldn’t use or known to use stuff from a second hand store I never considered my self a snob. So I took the snob test at queendom and scored a 25% that means Way to go! You don't appear to have a snobby bone in your body. Your answers on the test show that you are generally laidback, open-minded and down-to-earth. You try not to judge others based on superficial outer qualities like their car, clothes or bank account. You are the type of person, who likes EVERYONE, or you have your own measures of whether someone is worthy of your respect; chances are you look beyond the surface and judge people on their character and inner worth. This attitude surely brings a lot of interesting people and experiences into your life and allows you to develop real, quality relationships. The world needs more people with this perspective!
Confession time when I was young my mother told me if I every made fun or put someone down who didn’t have something or didn’t show them common respect to she would give them everything I own to them. I remember their was this girl who had something wrong with her when I was in 5th or 6th grade who was balding and this other girl want me to make fun of her. I didn’t do it which I knew was wrong. Anyhow if my mother found out she would of shaved me bald and gave that girl my hair.
So what’s a snob and I guess this is one way of looking at it
"The rich in this society were brought up to feel that they were superior from the moment they were born." Miss Anson. I say, “ La tee da, who gives rats ass we all was born bare ass”

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

fixing meals

I’m to hard nose when it comes to fixing meals? When my husband and I was first married. I remember going to my sister in law Faith and her ex husband Jeff when they was still married and her cooking basically something different for everyone in the family. Last night we went over and visit for a short time and her grandkids was over. She said " that the kids had pizza and they had stroganoff for dinner". I wonder if she short order cooking like she did when she was married to Jeff.
My brother in law Earl is a short order cook for his wife. He would fix the rest of the family a meal, depending on what it was his wife Tadita might want something different and he would cook it for her.
Confession time I’ve never short order cook for my family and I made it clear if that want a short order cook they need to buy the food they like and I get $5.00 for cooking it “Hell I need to raise up my wages on short order cooking it’s been a long time since I made such a statement” Confession time If someone or any member of my family I ask them what 3 things they don’t like I try to stay a way from those foods I know some time ago my brother in law got a wild goose and he baked it and his wife wouldn’t try a piece. Wild goose is different then farm raised goose; the wild goose isn’t as fatting. Also my sister in law wants her grandson to take a bit of something new and he wasn’t comfortable trying it.
My boys will eat a wide verity of food and try new things.

Monday, September 26, 2005

My 10 opinion

1) Drugs should be legal.
2) I don’t believe that Capital punishment cuts down on violent crimes.
3) All people who goes to work should make a livable wage.
4) People who home school their children. Needs to prove that they're educating their children.
5) Public Education needs to be looked at an up dated.
6) We need to redo our medical system.
7) We need to raise our deduction to $15,000 on our federal taxes and have a flat rate of 10% on all income after $15,000.
8) We should have a national sale tax, except on food and medicine.
9) Something needs to be done with the national debt.
10) Our social program should help people not hinder them.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

blogger, what every I please

I read 5 bloggers or I should say I pretty well check on them on a daily bases. They are
As follow Scarlett, Jason, princess, modigli, and Thordora. When visit my regular bloggs I don’t read all the comments but I do check a few out and some of them and depending how my time is I’ll link on the comments plus link again if the comment is interesting. I always read the blogger after mind.
Confession time I find it difficult to express my feeling and I don’t like to complain to others. This is a way I find I can express my self and not feel guilty. What I write, is about what every I feel like. I let people who every read my blogger into my personal world, sometime it not very personal at all. I may not feel like talking about my personal little world. I might have an opinions to give and or I might want to say anything that dam well pleases me The places, and events are all true. I do use fictional names opinion timePeople who lies real don’t have any guts and they can’t handle the real world
Do I let my personal friend read my blogger? I don’t know if my friends or who read my blogger at all. Confession time I thought of menching my blogger to my Brother in law Earl and his wife Tadita. I know my brother in law would be looking for my blogger to see what I said about them. I thought of copying and paste bits and piece and sending it to them. I love being an honest bitch When I was young I never kept a diary or a journal. I do enjoy writing in my blogger.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

The cows just chews their cuds


I’m going to try to do a link to a picture. I’ll try to follow the direction in a book called “Creating Web Pages for Dummies” Confession time I don’t know this will work. If I don’t try I’ll never learn anything new.

Late this morning Murphy took Bart to deep creek inn down across the cow field from our home. He drove around the highway, Bart was meeting his friend Obelix their. Ok an hour or so pass and never thought anything about it. Bart called from the store and said he needed to be picked up. So no real big deal the store is about 4 miles from our home. Murphy and I got to the store; Bart and Obelix were waiting for us. They picked up a game for the “game box”. They rode Obelix bike to Bonners Ferry from Deep Creek inn. One would peddle and one ride on the handle bars taking turns. Crashing a few times in the ditch. We drove the car to pick them up and guess what they had Obelix bike their and it wouldn't fit in the trunk at all. I had to ask were was their common sence.Well not everything wasn't as bad as it could of been My son Sawyer was working at the as a dishwasher I went and got the pick up and hauled the boys and the bike back to our home. Everything got settle and we was trying a new adventure.

Our goal was going to visit our friends Quenelle and Earl at their home on Katka Mountain. On the way we stopped at the thrift store Murphy got a light jacket for under $4.00 and I got a Sweater also got it for under $4.00 They been busy making wine and beer. Last year they made beer I wasn’t to impress with it but this was big improvement. I real like their Elderberry wine and I’m not a big fan of wines. Last year my cousin next door gave us a bottle of Raspberry zinfandel and it was good. Quenelle showed me all her plants and she just picked some of her gourds. This morning was our first frost it got down to 25. We all had some home brew beer and a little weed. Grip time They ought to legalize marijuana their non violent people who smoked a little weed and is serving time in prison. It would be easier to control if it was legal and think of the taxes they could collect off of it. Confession time what I enjoyed the most is their company.

My son Sawyer just turn 17 as the most part been a good person. Neither of our boys grew angel wings or devils horns. We could take him in place and he would behave and mind his p’s and q’s. He always been home on by his curfew, told us were he was going, and if things changed he always gave us a call. He works part time and buys his insurance and just bought a 1991 Toyota 4X4 which he rebuilding for mud bogger.
I love both of our boys and I’m proud of them

I don’t know if any of my links will work. I don’t know if they my sweater picture came out that good and if the link doesn’t work I’ll take anther picture of it.

Friday, September 23, 2005

fall equinox


First I need to confess I have no ideal why I was having panic attacks this morning. Everything seem so over whelming to me sure glad they aren’t happening now.
Yesterday was the first day of fall or the fall equinox . My oldest son Sawyer birthday is sometime on the first day of fall, September 23.
I would say less the 20% of our leaves have changed color I did some research on the internet to find who celbrate the fall equinox I personal think fall is like a new resolution the leafs are changing and shedding so it time to get rid of some bad habit and develop new ones.
A short note that I got a load of laundry done and I wonder if I'll every get caught up. I'm letting the laundry dry on the clothes line, did get my kitchen 95% clean I bought some oven cleaner to do the top of my stove, and pans. Confession time my stove looks like crap I went to curves this afternoon.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

10 things I can do


I can cook a wide selection of food.
I can do all fazes in ceramics.
I can drive a stick shift.
I can play the violin.
I can cast a spinning rod.
I can spilt fire wood.
I can change a tire.
I can hula-hoop.
I can find something positive in a negative situation.
I can mange a household.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

10 things I like


1. I like to smile
2. I like to go to plays
3. I like aniamls
4. I like to garden
5. I like to exersise
6. I like to cook
7. I like to do ceramics
8. I like staying home
9. I enjoy the company of my family
10. I like to cuddle on the davenport with hubby

Confession time Yesterday I listed 10 things I don't like and I had a hard time comming up with 10 things I don't like. For me it was easier to come up with 10 things I like and could even add more.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

10 things I don't like


1. Lair
2. I don’t like to be embarrasses but I don’t mind being a butt of a joke.
3. Not having some kind of plan
4. Waste
5. Having a mess home
6. Shopping, I know this is necessary
7. People who has no backbone
8. People who gossip
9. People who are late.
10. People who thinks there are better then others
Confession time I’ve been guilty from time to time of all of these.

Monday, September 19, 2005

fire wood


We mainly heat our home by wood so now we have been going out one day on the weekend to gather our winter wood.
Sunday my oldest son Sawyer got a call to began work at the kootenai river inn as a dishwasher. I don’t mind my boys having a job. At this time it put a damper on what I’ve had plan for the day. Murphy and both boys were going up on cook pass to get a load of wood. Since Sawyer went to work I end going and helping with wood.
We drove up to top Cooks pass in the Selkirk Mountains. Looking for our dream of big Larch buckskin snag, never found one. We found lot of dead larch rounds which is ok for me. No major problem or mishaps.
One of the trees we need to cut down was leaning into anther tree so Murphy and Bart went up the edge of hill to ward the tree. Murphy put a notch in tree with the chain saw. This tree needed a little help so they hooked a cum long to anther tree to pull it over. In the short distant it sound like an empty gun chamber ever time they tighten the cum along it made sound of “ click, click, click “. This tree never came down. Well a big windstorm will blow it over and we can back up and get it unless someone else gets it. There was 2 other trees that Bart and I had to put a chain on pull it over. Don’t worry it notch right so it shouldn’t fall on top pf us. Confession time When pulling or pushing on a tree when the wind comes up I get frightened and they been a few time that I’ve ran from falling trees but all in all we don’t take that many risk.
We misjudged a tree and thought it was a larch instead it was a alpine to me these trees remind me of a winter wonderland I like the smell of alpine.The Alpine is crappy firewood to use no heat value compare to others. To me the best firewood is larch, red fir and birch but some wouldn’t see eye to eye with me. Heat from firewood.
Getting firewood is hard work I even managed to cook steaks for dinner and get the clothes off the clothesline.
When I hit the hay I slept like I was saw log. Nothing a woken me until the alarm went off and getting firewood is hard work.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

mountains of laundry


If I was a gambler and they’re doing bets how many loads of laundry we have, I would bet that we have 8 loads. I got one wash and now it drying. Their one in the washing machine and it about to in to the final spin. Two down and six to go.


Yesterday evening and this morning I did some slight work toward getting my ceramic going again. I figure out the formula I want to use when I add lusters or precious metals to my finished pieces. I’ve been trying to figure out how to set up references pages on what my ceramic items will sell for and I know what I want to do.

Just notice things are turning toward fall. The Willows trees in surrounding area are turning a goldish color. The autumn blaze between my cousins and us is one of my favor trees. As far as I know it has won some kind of reward and I can see why. We got two of them in our yard. My husband brings home “call trees” from the nursery he works at.

I don’t if anyone wants to know what we are having for dinner tonight Stuff Green Peppers We haven’t had stuff green peppers for a while and green peppers are 4 for a dollar.
I’ve been kind of thinking about driving to Courd alene about 65-mile trip to attend a Unitarian church service, that’s the close one for me. Because their so much laundry, the boys go to school during the week, hubby and I work. If laundry is somewhat caught up we all will be walking in nude or ware stinky, sweaty, grunge clothing. I vote for neither

My son Sawyer got a new girl friend. He broke up with his old one by what I rather she drop out of high school as a freshman and it’s ok with her parents. Personal both of our boys know if they drop out its time to hit the highway. We’re not supporting deadbeat dropouts.
His new girl parents is taking him out for dinner and I wondering if they’re going to be a ton of question for him.
I remember my friends coming over to visit and my father was real judgmental toward majority of my friends. Their was something wrong with them of course who prefect our family sure wasn’t.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

walking best RX


This morning when I first woke up I feel on the depress side. Had a hard time getting motivate to do anything? Butch our dog and I went for a walk, just under a mile.
Before I went to work I went a put the money on the credit card. Sawyer and Bart some shotgun shell for hunting season. Then I had a little bit of time before I went to work and stop in at the Seventh day advent thrift store. I’m going to try to stop in tomorrow and tired to buy some items. They close at 2 in Friday.
In my computer class we been working in excel and I finding it attention-grabbing. Someday I would like to get excel my self. But I have other projects to get done before I get excel.
This evening Murphy, Bart and I went over to Murphy sister Faith and her husband
Heinz for a visit Faith daughter Quincy was also over their with her 5 children. Faith other daughter Giselle who lives in Denver her son now lives with his Grandma Faith.
When I’m not so busy a good topic me to write is “ how smart woman makes dumb choice about men” that’s Quincy for you. Then if I were going to write a topic about Giselle would be “refuse to grow up because it's a bother"
The picture is one of my spy shots

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

weight


I know I should drop some weight. Time to confess: I need to drop 45 to 65 pounds . I devopled some bad habits when it comes to eating. Like eating after dinner and I know this is bad no real chance to burn off the calorie. Nibbling threw the day of junk food and I could grab some veggies, fruits or low fat or low sugar foods.
I do make it to curves 3 times a week. Since I started to school I haven't taken a walk. The dog and I use to go for walks and I always felt better.
I got one bad habit under control Time to confess: I did drink a ton of coffee, I'd drink a pot my self. So now I have a cup Sunday morning and small cup less then 6oz mid week. I suffer from slight high blood preasure and edema If I could get this habit under control. I should be able to get these other bad habit under control. When I did the coffee thing I had a game plan and did it step by step.
Did I every buy some diet plan book? Time to confess: I never bought one at full price I might of picked one up like at a yard sale, paying around 2 bits. I think most people who selling diet fads and most of them are rip offs
It time for me head to curves, work and class. Ok this picture of me laying in sand hill up by dodge peak. I've never figure out how to post a picture on my profile. Time to confess: My expression on my face isn't always like this, take my word for it.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

better future


My life seems to be hectic with school, work and family. I was feeling guilty not doing it all. I came to the conclusion once I finish my classes on computer it will benefit me in a lot of ways.


yesterday I was planning to do my schoolwork between 5:30 and 6:40. Well Bart came in and said Scouts starts at 6:00 to night one of scout in his troop became an eagle. Hopeful I can stay home and do my school work


Today at work my client Callie was talking to her sister Eris had a seizer as they was talking on the phone.
No one had yet figure out why she having seizer. Her husband took her into the emergency room in Bonners Ferry. Well she didn’t remember having a seizer and didn’t want to go. I guess what convince her that she might have had a seizer is that she wet her self.


Get this my oldest Son Sawyer wanted a burrito from Taco Bell. He and friend drove clear to Sandpoint to get a burrito a 20 some mile trip one-way. A short time before this I tired to give him some advice on keep your job on the weekend to they lay you off which will problee be mid October. His answer to me was “what do you know?” I said “ fine don’t wine or bitch about being broke and if you do I’ll be in your face” Somehow Sawyer haven’t yet developed in common sense or much of it. Hope he does sometime.


I got some subject or commentaries that I like to write about with school and all what’s going on now it’s going to be put on the back burner.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

gripping about pet peeves


it seems like my resent entries in my blog been about me complaining about how my life isn’t going like I want it to. Thank you all so kindly leaning an ear an listen to me grip about my life.
Does my life have stumbling blocks? sure does, even some pretty big ones . Some of my resent gripes have been:
q Grip if my house isn't clean but my schoolwork is done
q Grip if my schoolwork isn’t done but my house is clean
q Grip if my ceramic shop isn’t coming a long as fast as it should, blame it on somethig that would benift the business in long run.
q I’d grip if I didn’t take the computer class and say " If I look the computer class I wouldn't be in this mess now.
q When we go somewhere I’ll grip about the cost and the time I could be doing something else.
q Then if I stay home and do project I’ll grip we never go any were.

If I had the opportunity to change human nature what would it be Before you go to sleep you must list one positive thing that happen to you during your waking hours
I remember one time it seems like everything was going to hell in hen basket. Murphy said “ Now let see you find anything positive about this day” it was going pretty bad actual just awful. The only thing I could think of was “the windshield wipers works on all the vehicles, so you don’t need to fix them”
I guess we all have are little pet peeves . And I got a list of them also. Maybe they’re a different between pet peeves and injustices to other people.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

goals not going as I wish


There usually a craft show at the Oden Community this weekend my goal was to be able to that show. I never meant that goal of doing the Busy Bee craft show. So disappointed. Maybe I’ll have a drink or smoke a joint that’s how my in laws handle disappointments.
Ok his or her always-stumbling blocks threw out every dream or goal in life. At this time I don’t know which show I should shot for next. Lately any of our projects seem to be a battle up a mountain.
Now I heard that gas is spouse to be up to 3 dollars a gallon by Tuesday. I told my client if it goes to 3 dollars a gallon. I’ll be calling an asking for a raise of .50¢ an hour. On one hand I wish I would get fired so I can get moving more toward my ceramic business. Oh, you might be asking what is she talking about being fired, instead of quitting. Idaho is a right to work State and if they don’t like something about you they can fire you with out just cause. by me asking for raise a company could justify in getting rid of me. Then on the other hand right now I’d be a fool to quite or loose my job. We would be hurting financially because once the ground freeze solid Murphy will be getting laid off. With Murphy back the way it been hurting and his leg being numb. I wonder if he will go back to work in the spring. Well I’m not afraid to ask for a raise, I’m willing to risk getting fired. Plus if I don’t get my .50¢ an hour each time gas goes up I’ll be getting a hold of the company and or every week and half.
I have to confess I would write about my daily life is lacking adventure to it I could say it quite boring. does that mean I’m a boring person? or I rather say my life is uneventful I know people who lives exciting life’s. Their in some kind of crises which they caused them self.
It been raining most of the day, I did a lot of laundry, dishes, went shopping for groceries one of our local stores had some great deal for 3 days. All cereal a $1.77 a box, pot-roast at $1.88 a pound, 12 oz package of bacon at $1.00 and $1.77 a pound for sausage. I bought extra and put some in our freezer and panty.
We bought tires for our pick up. I don’t recall the exact price. I know they were more the 350 and less then 400. Both of our boys took our garbage to the dump.
Well I found these 3 sites about a personality quiz and I thought they were fun. blogging personality color quiz what am I like

Friday, September 09, 2005

they don't get enough credit to common sense


I just finish my class in word.I’m real please with my self in what I did in words. I didn’t finish the top of my classI’m strongly considering of getting of gettingMicrosoft word 2000 by Jennifer A Duffy and Marie L Swanson

I didn’t graduate at the top of my classThese are some of my personal traits that I’ve learned threw out my lifecommon sense, free will, wiliness to stick to something, trying new things, trying different things, don’t have to be political correct, or not afraid to rock the boatI have to say I know quite a few people who held grade point average above 3.5, graduate the top 10% of their class. But do they have common sense,NO!.

so I went looking for a quiz about common sense. Well their no quiz on common sense. I guess the only true way of known that a person has any common sense. Is what a person learns threw the school of hard knocks and how they apply it to every day of their life. I guess part of common sense is how one might prioritize things after looking for a quote on common sense. This one has to sum it up Common sense is the knack of seeing things as they are, and doing things, as they ought to be done. This picture is a spy shot of my friend Alice daughter high school graduation this last spring.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

no balls to try anything new


Growing up I never felt like I real fit into any certain group. Even to this day I usual feel like the odd person out.
If some ask if I have any friends, I would say “yes” not a lot of them. The ones I have I would say they been true friends.

I remember in first grade back in 66 that our teacher had us draw a picture of what we wanted to be when we grew up. Well of course I drew an astronaut. The teacher held up the picture and told the class girls aren’t astronauts. Then I was told by some of classmate that my ideal of being an astronaut was dumb ideal and I was even stupid to think on those lines.
Sure they was other times that I was told that my ideals or what I was doing was stupid or something like that. Well I came to conclusion very quickly those that judge and make fun of others, really don’t have the guts to try any thing new or different.

Well this morning before I went to work I pulled up on my computer “on what steps I need to do to get going in the ceramic business” Well I got quite a few of my steps done toward doing ceramic. Confession time when things don’t go as smoothly or quickly as I think it should go I become some what sad or even on the depress side. I can see where and how this computer class will benefit me in my ceramics.

This is a picture of Murphy pruning one of our trees.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

looking for a category 000.9 life.


Yesterday the 6th of September I thought I was going get my hours cut back Marjory. The nurse who came out to see Callie was a full life agency nurse. She had nothing to do on deciding how each client would get their hours.
I guess they do it by some kind of point system. What I know about government welfare types of programs they operate as all one size fits all. I complete understands they need rules.rules are to be bent, not broken.


Now I can focus on getting back on working toward my ceramic shop. I just need to place an order well under 50 dollars. I need some oil base translucent 2 or 3 of them; sealers in the spray cans and of course rubber bands. Then I’ll be ready to do non-food or liquid items. After that is order I’ll need to slow down on buying ceramic supplies, Murphy will be getting laid off around October. I still can order for my ceramic shop but I need to be careful what I order.


Today I did my curve work out went and clean Callie place and went to school. Today I learn about doing different types of Art in words. Actual I enjoy all of the classes. But today I left all of my books over at Callie after work. With the price of gas I couldn’t justify driving in.


This evening 2 of the guys stop in to get some of their stuff. My home is such a mess and I feel so embarrass that I didn’t invited them in. Right now my life feel like I’m going threw a category 3 tornado but before school started and I had to drive Bart to work my life was at a category 4 tornado. Sure glad it easing up

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

which way am I heading


When school starts and Murphy is about to get laid off and we should be saving money. Seems to me things begins to crumble.
My clients Callie wants to be come more independent which I complete understand. To me this is a poor time for my family to have my hours cut back.
In all honesty she don’t need as many hours she is getting. I’ve never figure out in the home care how they assign who gets what hours. Believe me their no rhyme or reason to it.
Tom mow a nurse social worker is coming to visit Callie and she wants me their to give my two cents worth. If Callie wants to be more independent one thing she will have to do is be more enunciate to do things on her own.
My goal when I started this job was to get going in ceramic once again. I got some of my supplies bought and maybe this is the right time to take a leap forword.

Monday, September 05, 2005

don't know if I can handle it.


Never has been one to really like to talk about illness or medical jibber jabber. At this time in my life I do home care. I’ve been asked more then once why I don’t become an C.N.A, I would make $8.80 an hour instead of $7.90 an hour. Now it time to fess up ” If I made ninety cent more an hour, I’d actual may have to take care of real sick people. This way I don’t get stuck with the real sickles”

Sometime ago Murphy worked at a sawmill in Bonners Ferry on the green chain and he ruptured a couple disk in his back. The doctor at that time didn’t recommend surgery just take time off and basically do exercise to built your stomach muscles. He got better and went back to work.
Now we are at the point once again that his back is bothering him and his right leg is so numb and it always feels like ice. So recently he went to the doctor and they gave him some medicines. The doctor strongly subjected that he have a cat scan.
Personally I’ve seen him have serve leg cramps and pain.
In my honest option I think it makes him feel bad that he can’t work extra to support his family in a better fashion, Murphy always held a job down and support his family. During lovemaking sometime he will cramp up. I wonder sometime if he get scaredthat he will cramp up or if he feels like he will not be able to satisfied me. When I was a kid I knew a few people who had back surgery in the mid sixties and early seventy to me they always complain about their backs.
I’ve supported my self but I never had to support a family. I’m going to make anther confession. I’m scared that I may have to support the family> If someone asked what I’m afraid of. That people will possible think that my husband is lazy and or we will be in a lower income brackettheir a big different between proverty and low income. I’ve done some looking on the web about backs.
web md
mayo clinic

Sunday, September 04, 2005

when things don't go our way


this evening I’ve been searching the web for why are they disappoints in our life. Found what a lot people been disappointed in.
Are we basically told what we should be disappointed in all though are life.
For sometime now I’ve been trying to get back into ceramics. I’ll make some headway and some unexplained reason some event in life doesn’t always go like clock work.
I’ve been told why we have disappointments in our life is: So we can learn and all of our bases are covered for what every we do in life


Well I’ve got quite a ways towards getting my shop up and running. I put in power to the shop. And got some of the supplies that’s needed to do ceramics. Since gas and every thing seem to be going up. My paycheck doesn’t go as it once did.
My goal was to do a show mid September in Sandpoint I know I won’t be ready for that show. Even if I had all my supplies to do ceramics honestly my inventory would been squat. So this way I can build my inventory. But I know I need to establish a new goal to work towards.

As I look at web why do we have disappointed in our life’s I should of look what’s the real meaning of life. I found two quotes that I real enjoy, their short and sweet.


Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy -- the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation.

Disappointment, when it involves neither shame nor loss, is as good as success, for it supplies as many images to the mind, and as many topics to the tongue.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

short comings


Yesterday I did a link to couple of web sites, which does a quiz on greed. Well I fair very well although not perfect. The believe net said my type of greed is 11 - 20
your generosity outweighs your greed. Are you guilty of other sins?
“Doesn’t everyone falls short in something”
Then I did the quiz from “your money style” and I’m a hoarder Personally I picture a hoarder is a person who saves every little thing. Some good examples are
Saving every piece of string don’t matter the length, even piece less then an inch.
Saving garbage bags of toilet paper rolls, they may come in handy.
Saving every little piece of something, never know when the big one coming.
”No I don’t do anything even close to this” What I do is; right now ketchup is on sale for .97 cents. I’ll pick up more then one, recycle them threw. I’ll admit I watch those pennies. No I’m not hoarder. I just don’t like to waste. “Waste not want not”


Today Murphy and the boys built a wood rack for the pick up. We mainly heat are place with wood heat. I didn’t do anything with the wood rack. I guess everything went smoothly. No one started to swear.
As they where building the rack I clean house, did laundry and went to town. Gas was at $2.89 for regular unleaded. It might be even higher. Oh I paid two bills also today. Does that sound exciting?
Before I close, in the picture is Bart on the left, Sawyer in the middle, and Murphy on the right.

Friday, September 02, 2005

greedy, sure hope I'm not


I’d guess a large percentage of people been watching how much damage Katrina did to New Orleans. Ok it’s time for me to confess up. when I watch the news I wonder how much a barrel of oil is going for on the market.
When I drive into town, I start to look and see if the gas prices are up today.
Those people who got hit by Katrina and I’m worried if I got to give anther plug nickel for a gallon of fuel
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I’ll look for a bargain or stretch a buck or two. Does that make me greedy? I’ve always thought greed could ruin a person or a nation or damage ones worth capital and or spiritual. So I went on a seach on World Wide Web forgreed and found two sites containing to greed. Both are complete different from the other, by the way greed is looked at click here. Take a second quiz click here.
Most fundraiser comes around or at local store if some organization selling raffles tickets. I’ll buy a few tickets to there drawing and knowing my odds are against me of winning anything. Confession time I won’t empty out the bank vault to help anyone out side of my family or I won’t give the last shirt off of my back.I have no problem sharing with others or giving not expecting anything in return. Tommorow I'll confess my quiz results.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

which end is up

I’m either coming or going. My life is very radical at this time. I’ve been taking an office computer course that entails some homework in English, which comes fairly easy. Then theirs math and yesterday evening I was in tear so stressed out.
I get and take my son Bart to Clifty View Nursery to weed; he has to be work at six in the morning. It wasn’t so bad when Sawyer was working there too. Two things to be grateful that school is starting this Tuesday and they’ll be weeding on their days off and Sawyer will go back around the 10th of September.
Then taking care of my family. My class will end the first part of October and I’ve already learned things about the computer.
I recently had physical and I had some blood work done, which they check my cholesterol levels and they read excellent. My total cholesterol is 176 and my HDL is 46.
Then I had my glucose done also and my reading was 81.

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