Sunday, April 08, 2018

Let Not Talk About It

Confession...I have a fear of how I might behave in certain situation. As many you know my youngest son Bart had brain tumor remove almost a year ago. All is good. He change his diet, life style, and have a positive outlook. The will to live and such.
But it me. I have the fear that I might hear..."It return" and I know I don't have certain control over things in life and one need to have trust that "aha" has a Divine plan for each and everyone of us.

Both my daughter in law is glowing. Both Bart and Molly talk briefly putting in a garden. Well the new baby is due first part of August. Not much time gardening for them. But I suggest try a few plants in a pot or nothing bigger then 4 by 4.

Had a wonderful time at my grand daughter Claudia birthday. We got her a bubble lawn mower and she enjoyed a the bubbles. Haven't yet seen a toddler who don't like bubbles.
Plenty of deer out last night when we came home from Claudia birthday party. But arrive home safely.

The other day Liz and I stop in at our local food bank. It helps the local people considering most of people who needs a safety net.
I rarely use the food bank. Main reason is they seem not to have much in healthy nutritional foods, little more in summer month from people who have garden and donate produce.
And I will be first to admit I like a sweet treat every so often. But my diet isn't build around fun naughty junk foods.
Well I did get a few special naughty foods and some garden seeds.

This morning my friend Qunella called and we talk about many different things. One thing we talk about how and why people develop her fears. I guess we all have our fears but does it control our daily life.
She has a friend who afraid that evil spirits is going to come though the window, and it effect her although not sure how much.

Finish up my hermit in my tarot deck. Next card I will be moving on to is three of wands. I know I want a clip board but I still need to put in some thought what else I need to put in this drawing.
Not sure why other then I'm lazy or not be responsible for not taking care of things as they come in.

Maybe we're afraid in dispointing our self more then others

Coffee is on


  1. Anonymous2:52 PM

    I am so glad the trip went well and you had an enjoyable time with the grandbaby and made it back home safely. Those are the memories worth remembering! later!

    1. This grandma thing is right up my alley

  2. Hari OM
    it is sometimes difficult to keep monkey mind from creating internal mayhem... yet somehow, most of us manage to reel it in. i do think we can be our own worst taskmasters... YAM xx

    1. The mayhem is part of all of our lives. But it doesn't have to control us either

  3. Glad you had a good time with your family.

  4. Toddlers and bubbles = a perfect match :)
    Usually I don't have fears and if I do get worried I try not to let it rule my life, then last year there was so many times I was scared of things that were happening around here, I did let the fear take over. Not on purpose, I just couldn't get the fear out of my mind for a long time. But that is all settled now and I'm back to being my usual self.

    1. I even find bubbles comforting. One of our pagan things we blew bubbles to release thing...Relaxing

  5. My Niece loved her mower, too :-)
    Yes, fears... who does not have them. Hope you never get to hear those dreadfful words and your family is healthy!


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