On Friday Jamie is our host as we go though 12 Secrets and the topic is sabotage.
Sabotage oh this is such a confusing part of my life, so many roads and lot of branches of the main road of life.
Confession time…I’m my biggest own sabotage I’ll set things up in my life and guess what I do in a very short time I’m back doing my habit that I real need to change.
Let see I’ll list a few of them or my most resent ones.
1. No coffee in afternoon what do I do… I had 3 cups on Thursday.
2. Drink more water what do I do…I’m lucky if I get down 1 to 2 pints.
3. Every Saturday I was going to a least an hour or so on ceramics….I haven’t touch a piece in a good few weeks.
4. Then in evening when I didn’t work I thought of painting on ceramics…that a joke Santa in spare room a waiting his boots, frame, and eyes to be put in.
These sound like such simple changes in life but can I stick to it…”No”
You know those little voices in your head giving you all these messages and trying to solve your life problems.
Who are the ones are being truthful? We can call them anything we real want to but I’ll call them good spirits or evil spirits.
I know sometime it painful to hear the truth and Believe time…I believe the evil spirits will tell you what you want to hear but I believe the good spirits will tell you the truth even if don’t want to hear it.
Every so God/dess will simple tell us no
Like most people I have my own thoughts what I want to do with my life. I recall saying something to my parents.
They never said “get into the real world and start living in reality” but there saying “that sure a nice pipe dream”
So today I often wonder how much that statement of “pipe dream” have cause tribulations in my life.
I don’t know what or why this is. But we all have things we need or want to change in our life and I’m not even sure it why.
“We are comfort in our own skin” so we let those little gremlins stick around because we are comfortable with them